Attitude

Nail ART!

2012-02-12T00:30:00.001+08:00

Happy happy!! I got 5 Days off straight :D well actually its because they still owe me one extra off day from previous events. Tommy needed to switch offdays with me because of school, so in the end I got both weekends off... and so, I went to claim that extra offday on Friday too. :DD (Needed to send my laptop to IT helpdesk anyways; I FINALLY HAVE WINDOWS 7 AGAIN~) Then, it took some persuading, but finally got Jan to switch and give me a monday off :)) So I can catch up on my preparation works, like finally!

So much for making full use of it, on Friday, the first thing I did after collecting my laptop from IT helpdesk was to head over to Mustafa Center with my two biggest BFFs in the entire world (^-^ My mom and Sis). Initially It was to accompany mom get some jeans! But in the end she was too picky and end up she didn't get any. hmpfh, the funny thing was that she still dare to complain about me being too picky the other time when she went clothes shopping with me. Of course you will be picky about the things you buy to wear out right?

Since she failed at finding pants, I started wandering around and I spy with my little eyes, something very very nice!

heheheh yess, it's another pastel colored nail polish! Was contemplating between these or the green ones. But... I really think i'm still a little bit of an introvert to use those kinds of "si beh bright" nail polish colours. So i settled with the pastel purple :D It just looks super nice, so I have to buy it! Disregarding the fact that I still have all of theseeee...

:( haiz, I'm actually very lazy to keep removing or re-do my nails when the polish gets chipped off. Plus, I need to keep removing them when I need to do prayers. So even the oldest nail polish i bought (which was like 2 years(?) ago) is still like 3/4 full! 0.0 hence I seriously, seriously need to stop buying anymore nail polish! && the worst part is, I have no where to store it. Even worst, most of them are colors which are only 1 to 2 shades/tones different from each other. Mostly pink, purple, blue. Like REDUNDANT!

But, like I said, I really cannot wear those "si beh bright" nail polish, I shy *blush blush*. But the blue ones I have is really bright, so I came across this tutorial on youtube on nail polish art and I made myself these

^^ yeppeo-yo? First time do one, ok. I wanted to buy those crackling nail polish instead. But going back to my wishlist: Stop buying anymore nail polish! So I went around youtube for alternatives. Alot of good and idiot-proof steps. Shall try other nice designs next time ^^

Intentional flirting

2012-02-05T23:50:00.001+08:00

there's always this jealousy whenever you tell me that you want to flirt with that girl you see,
Even if so, why would you tell me?

I'm angry at myself for being so foolish for waiting,
Until when must I keep this feeling for you inside of me?

Until when will I be just your friend?

All that I want!

2012-01-29T14:34:00.000+08:00

These past few days, my "wants" list keeps on growing longer longer ^^. From basic stuffs to even more complicated stuffs.

1. I want highlights on my hair! The only reason why I want that is because when you do braids on highlited hair, its looks damn pretteh!

I did the one on the right with my black hair and my sis's copper hair! It looks damn awesome but its hard enough for me to try and trust hair salons with cutting my hair, what more dyeing my hair? But you can compare the two braids, the fake highlights one looks nicer right?

2. Organisers for my bag! I bring this huggge bag to work and I do get peeved when I have a problem finding my phone because I hate those mini panic moments when I thought I lost my phone. hehh so I got 2 of my beloved Japanese cartoon characters for pouches! && they're damn cute!

Domokun && Rilakkuma pouches! Its cute although the Domo's eyes actually disappears when i pull the strings at the end. :DD

Actually my colleague helped me buy the Domo one and there was another version too, with arms and legs ones! its cute but the domo's legs looks weird! so I just settled with the head one :D

and the list actually goess on..... ( ahah actually I just have alot more that I cant remember) :D

Burner is burning

2012-01-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

My burner is a success :D well... the clay part at least. I finally brought it home and used it although it dried and I finished colouring it like WEEKS ago. I dont think I really need varnish or laquer or any sort of those things for it but I think I should have made the "window" to slot in the candle bigger and the burner higher, it was actually bubbling/boiling my aroma essence instead of just evaporating it. Should have also painted it with permanent marker instead of whiteboard marker because the watery essence took off some of the markers colours from the aroma dish :(( Can say, partly its a success though I guess.

Change

2012-01-22T22:46:00.001+08:00

The right guy will come and love you for who you are but not what you are willing to change yourself into.

But if I continue waiting, being the same old person I was yesterday, until when will my right guy come to realize that he's the right one for me? Until when should I wait? Society is still society after all.

Clay burner

2012-01-18T21:41:00.001+08:00

Made a oil burner out of the clay for my therapeutic oil ^^

Process! Vampires vs flowers and my butterfly design process

How it looks like, on paper

How it looks like on the burner :D
My butterfly looks a bit fatter on the burner as compared to the design on paper but no problem I still like ^^

Thinking if I should get varnish to coat it before I start using the candle burner?

Oh....JANUARY!

2012-01-15T11:09:00.000+08:00

Its the birth month of the dear sister! 110112 to be exact && all these 2 weeks we have been celebrating it! Mainly because both my grandfathers (maternal and paternal) lived through the World War eras so they dont really have birth certs. Their parents then either dont really bother to remember birthdates or they are not really bothered to tell their kids when their actual birthdates are - so all through their lives, they'll only roughly know their age and not the exact date or time like we do now. So every year, to make it easy, we just celebrate it together along with my cousin and sis birthday in January. Pretty much that explains the numerous amounts of celebrations.

1st celebrations (030112); With paternal grandad.

2nd Celebration(110112); Sis birthdate. Went swensens and did some shopping with mum's friend but never took any pics though because the celebration was pretty much gastronomic but a simple one still.

3rd Celebration (150112 - TODAY): went to WILD WILD WET! with maternal side. My dad got 9 free adult tickets because he had to work on the last family day for his company. So since I managed to switch my Saturday to Sunday offdays with my colleague, we decided to go make use of the opportunity and also we shared the extra tickets with my aunts and cousin ^-^ Initially, we wanted to celebrate it with grandad (maternal) as well but something happened and cousin had something on (I guess) so we just celebrated for my sis and my eldest cousin friend.

Pretty much that's all the celebrations we've had so far. I think my mom and aunts are still trying to churn out one more date to celebrate with my grandad (maternal). So.... there may be more celebration. :O

But as for now thats pretty much all and I am pretty much very beat! AHAH actually just now I only swam for 30 mins in the "shiok river" with my cousins (actually more like just floating around) and wasted at least another hr just lazing around in the Jacuzzi. Due to the lazing in the jacuzzi, my body is suppeeerr relaxed now and is in a going to sleep mode already. Didn't swim much because unlike the other time when we went, I had the next day, Monday, off as well. But not for tomorrow. Tomorrow need to go work :( So need to follow my body's flow and go ahead and sleep now :DD

Just another crush

2012-01-13T00:10:00.001+08:00

You've knocked on the door to my heart countless of times tho I have tried to shut it time and again, i'll still somehow let you in in the end.

So tonight I'll just let my heart be and go to sleep thinking of you. See you again, by which after that day we will be separated for so long till we meet each other again.

Cleaning cleaning~

2012-01-09T23:00:00.000+08:00

Been cancelling a lot of outing on my off days these 2 weeks because it keeps on raining! Lazy to go out when it rains because the only 2 footwear that I wear out is my gold birkenstock inspired sandals from cotton on and Neckermann sandal, both in which I am really trying to protect from getting wet! The insides are lined with a suede type of material or some sort & my previous pairs turned black and ugly after a few times I wore it out when it was raining :( Those were actually authentic Birks and they're expensive! Dammit, Heartbroken ♥ So since I ended up wasting my social life away at home, I decided to be useful after all and do some cleaning! ^^

Warzone part 1.

Cleaning the house was my priority because granddad came over the other day when I wasn't at home. But my brother told me that he was complaining that the house looks like a messy warzone 0.0! *ohmy!soembarassing!* so by hook or crook, I went to quickly reorganize and mop the entire house on my next off day! Then after that tackled the problem in my room.

Warzone part 2!

My room is like forever a warzone! I keep cleaning it every other off day but it will always somehow end up being messy again by my next off day! irritating or what =\ first, I target the messy things under my study table! Moved a few things here and there and I finally threw away the laptop box after nearly 3 years :D && moved my stereo down there because lately I cannot easily move around the room with it on the floor in the open. Trying to find ways to organize the wires, its making that place still looks messy because of it.

Then decided to throw away most of the secondary books in my drawer. Oh man, I thought the books were actually taking up the space BUT it was actually the papers in the files!

This was actually taken AFTER I took out half of it. 2 rows of files but only 1 row of books! Just look at the size of one of the files itself! LIKE OH MY GAWD! No wonder there's not enough space! *excusethedust* ^^

When I was cleaning, I also found one of my really super jiwang (sentimental/emo) malay compositions! But I really salute my teachers! LOL, I really dont know how they can stand it, even I myself got irritated trying to read this with my handwriting like that!

heheh so after 4 bags of trash, 3 bags of papers to be recycles, a box of old textbooks and 4 hours of cleaning, I finally got the drawer organized! But I already put everything that I need to donate away & recycle nicely in place in front of the drawer before taking a picture and I am lazy to remove them back. So just imagine it yourself :D anyway its clean and I am really happy and I can go to sleep now. work tomorrow! hohmygawd~ nights :)

CHOCOLATE!

2012-01-06T18:32:00.002+08:00

I don't really remember what or where I actually put in the fridge. So when I was rummaging for breakfast this morning, I actually found my stash of chocolates!

The best things in life is free and so is ALL of these chocolates! :D heheh the cadbury & Meiji strawberry are from mum. The Kinder bueno is from aunt. &the others are all from Science Centre people :)) Rafaello is from Tommy who got it from Jess (SSC Dino gift store). Jan gave me the Hershey golden nugget &&lastly the original ferrero is from SSC batch 1 volunteers, Hee Tian and Simone for Christmas!!

Actually I kept a lot more chocolates gifts but most got eaten by my family members already. Especially my chubby snowman cake pops from Khalisa, Ain and Faye (my ex-colleagues) for Christmas, milk chocolate from Aimee and my snickers also got eaten :( I LOVE YOU ALL FOR SPAMMING ME WITH CHOCS! SPAM ME WITH MORE tho I may need to finish all of these first :D

Scrapbooking dinos!

2012-01-03T23:03:00.001+08:00

Today I was stuck at zone 6! Seriously there's no one to talk to there and not even one of my dino squad ever "happens" to have the need to pass through there. Only once in a while the dino ride guys will come in and chit chat~ other than that, IT WAS COMPLETE BOREDOM! So I wasted my time cutting the dinosaur templates used for the drawing. Ahah I manage to let myself survive for at least 5-6 of the hours just by slowly cutting these! But now I don't know what to do with it. Hahh so I was thinking like maybe I should do a scrapbook? These are kinda cute to just throw it away though

Coz I am shameless like that!

2011-12-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

AHAH! So there's this wall near the colouring booth in the exhibition where we initially just put up samples of drawings for the kids to follow or get their creative juices flowing. But as of late, most of it are just self-drawings done by the cheapo kena-sai cavepeople when we are bored. So there's like 2 drawings on the wall by me, one is the triceratops etching that Aimee put up and there's this other one which has been shamelessly put up by me :D AHAH I am shameles like that heheh but it aint that bad right? ^^

my reasons to lose weight

2011-12-28T22:31:00.000+08:00

3 weeks into my new dieting plan and so far going ok! I lost 4 kg so far ^^ Cant believe at one point of time in my life I actually managed to lose 30 kg but now I gained almost half of it back after I stopped caring for a whole year! ugh. so now I want to actually lose some weight again. Obviously there are reasons why I suddenly want to lose weight again;

1. Double chins are uggs!

For a while when I almost weigh below 90kg, I lost some double chins and my face actually had a V SHAPE! And I actually preferred how my face looks back then. Not round and heavy like how it is now :O

2. I want children!

Ahaha this one is actually kind of funny though. The other day when I was working at the Dinosaur Egg laying machine, this family actually came over and wanted to tong the machine to lay egg. The most sweetest thing was that, after the dinosaur laid an egg for them, the parents actually told the kid to rub the dinosaur's belly and say thanks for working hard to "give birth"! woahh like major heart warming moment! Then I suddenly feel like wanting to give birth and actually raise a life on my own, or with my husband *shys* :D heheh so I figured that I do actually need to lose weight to have that because I realised that overweight people tend to have a lot of problems conceiving and most of them actually faces miscarriage and such.

3. Basically I just want to feel good about myself when I look in the mirror, arachi? ^-^

BESTIE

2011-12-22T13:00:00.007+08:00

HEHEH, this girl, I still cant believe I chacha-ed with her in kindergarten. She's all the way in Oklahoma studying now and I miss her. I wouldn't have been able to go through Secondary school sanely (or insanely ;P) without her ^-^ 14 Years of friendship and still counting <3 cant wait for Jan when she comes back! Then we can go binge again :))

By the way, I just finished transferring ALL of my blog posts from tumblr to blogspot. The problem with me and blogging is that, I am really fickle minded over these kinds of trivial things. One moment, I decided that I am going to use Blogspot, then I decided to change over to Xanga, then Tumblr and now I am back to wanting to use blogspot =.= Gosh! Actually, the reason why I didn't want to use Tumblr was because I use my Tumblr mainly for kpop fandoms. So I do actually feel a little weird when I am writing about my personal life to my followers - who mainly followed me because they are similar kpop fans too. So yeap, long story short I am going to be posting back here on blogspot again <3

I even "decorated" my tumblr skin nicely all night long.

Polaroids!

2011-12-16T14:15:00.001+08:00

I feel like polaroids are like those old cameras where you put the films in and you only get one shot. So once you are unglam in that shot, thats it! :D But still I dont understand why would someone came over to me and asked me to take a picture for them with their polaroid in the Dino live exhibition. Seriously its dark in there. *peakpeak*

I seriously should take more pics in the exhibit before my internhip end. meh I still got 2 months to do that :D

Anyway, back to polaroids. No matter how unglam, I still think polaroids pictures are really cute to keep though. Especially the films! ... and also the people in them <3

2011-12-14T23:37:00.008+08:00

ONLINE SHOPPING!

I think I am addicted to online shopping all over again. I blame IIP (RP internship programme). My internship is paid, so when there's money there will be shopping! ^-^ So I shall share my loots this month. First of all some earrings!

Actually I bought so many pairs because I'm just depressed because all of my earrings are only left with one side only; I barely even have anymore complete pairs to wear :(

The shipping from these two shops (Cat's Eye & Envi from Gmarket) were really expensive each! So I shared it with my 2 cavewoman colleagues from my internship. Sharing is caring and makes shopping cheaper too ^^ I really like the blinged and outlined wings and also the lego one. Been searching for the lego one for quite a while, finally found it!

I used to have LOADS of plastic studs that I really like, but sad enough they all also end up losing their partners :( These are quite cheap though, its like only $1+ per pair. Best part is that I have yet to wear any of them!

JEANS!

Officially my jeggings have rested in peace (RIP!) and these reached me just on time! I bought these through smoochiezz from Forever21. Was a little bit sceptical about F21 fit initially because I usually only buy jeans online from Old Navy!

Went to collect them yesterday from smooch's showroom and i fell in love when I tried all of them ^^. But the sad thing was that 2/3 of the jeans i bought was too long and they surpassed my ankle. How short am I? Hmpfh

THEN VICTORIA SECRET!

LOOK WHAT CAME IN THE MAIL TODAY!! Its here <3 The smell was so strong that I smelled it once i opened the mailbox! But I dont think its authentic though because the lingering smell was a little bit different from the one aunt bought for me years ago. But still smell a little bit the same so im fine with it.

So i think thats all of my loots? But I'm still waiting for the one item that i really look forward to;

This is from old navy. Grey jeggings! ordered this through Foreverspree, but its not here yet although its almost a month since i ordered it! :( Cant order this through smooch coz her exchange rate is still so high and so when this is converted, it would be burning a hole through my pockets! Hopefully this will reach soon.

2011-12-12T18:24:00.000+08:00

HYPER OVER VS!!!

AHAHA! ITS 6AM, I DONT CARE AND I AM HAPPY COZ I FINALLY ORDERED A BOTTLE OF VS PURE SEDUCTION LOTION <3 I miss the smell. ^^

The seller seems like a good and efficient one too. I ordered at 430am and by 5am the person confirmed my order :D & I just learned how to use the coupon thing from Gmarket so overall, its worth it!

I should go sleep soon, tomorrow is the last of my 3 consecutive off day :B Bleah

FASTER REACH PRECIOUS! :DDDD

2011-12-12T03:06:00.003+08:00

DEAD.

My blog is pretty much dead :D

But I suddenly feel "inspired" to blog again.

Shall see how <3

2010-09-22T15:15:00.015+08:00

:D my once in a while update :D

lols ok so I quit my job like recently, I feel like, I don’t know. Partly sad, partly glad that I'm finally done there (after only 6 mths). I like the people there, with the exception of some but yeah. Although its like everyday busy, everyday stock come in, everyday got long queue, people actually still make an effort to like talk to each other like in coffeeshop style :D but however most of all, I don’t like who I was starting to become ever since I started working there. Its like I'm losing my temper every day, have to give a fake smile to every customer that passes through my customer, I started becoming a professional liar because of the customers and it’s like everyday I get angry at those aunties collecting the damned stamps outside; later grow old faster how? :D I know its impossible to find a job where there is something that you won’t like, but since I still have a choice to slack and not think about money for now yet, I think I would like to take that choice now and worry about work later.

started getting busy with my PP anyways. I think I'm quite thankful that I asked for resign before month end coz just realised like pp due date is like sooo close! Still waiting for Carrefour to reply my email then can continue with my PP; left the last few concluding parts only then I'm done :( I think I'm damn thankful that I chose to cover on supermarket, coz like so easy to bs and like elaborate on compared to hospitals or fuel plantations or whatever else..

and sometimes i find it hard that i need to live half of my life pleasing other people. its trying and sometimes when the person hurts you instead, they wont go and please you back the same way you had for them. sometimes i feel like thats why i chose to not get too close to so many people all these years, i guess. even when i get close i wont wanna get too close =\

- Close to the end then he came n talk to me. I HATED HIM FOR DOING THAT, coz after that i had an even heavier heart trying to leave. I told myself to hate him for it seems like that’s how he’s been treating me, but .... on my last day, arggghh his voice, omgeee... I swear I was about to die. I didn't know if he knew or not, but he didn’t say goodbye. I guess it always ends this way n I should stop it then. What’s in my heart; will just stay in my heart...

2010-08-22T00:45:00.004+08:00

QUITTING

I told my chief that wanna quit like last week! omg after so long of playing this game of tug of war with myself, i finally made a firm stand on quiting! well, the reason i wanna quit is not coz im a quitter or anything is just that i feel like this job is taking tooo much time away from me! when my fren told me last time that they are working and schooling at the same time i thought it was not a big deal la, sooo chicken feet! but i ended up trying that for the whole of this sem and i tell you, im not loving it! na'ah not definately! i had no time to sit around with people after class and just relax, go out to places after class, walk home slowly and chat on the long way to the mrt station from rp and dont even get me started on my weekends! you know how many makan outing ive missed with my family thanks to this job? i guess that's why i wanna quit. well partly. i also need to start on PP anyways! even though its the holidays, im getting nuts done! and its already august!

well, eversince i told that i wanna quit, my chief was like, why you wanna quit? "why dont u work weekends ah... dont quit." i was like waaa...? ITS THE WEEKENDS THAT IS KILLING ME! all those horrible double stamps and month end! the crowd is UNIMAGINABLE I tell you! well im sorry la, partially i liked working there coz i got my own locker to dump all my work stuff inside and the people there are ok. but i'm still a youth, well, a year of it that's left! so i have to make use of this 1 year! ive missed like 2 W64L outing due to work :( already nvr come sch the last week, thn cnt make it for outing :( haiz. the problem with me is that i tend to like to hold on to things, even if it is killing me. but i know its time for me to let go. and my heart is not in this job anymore! I use to sooo look forward to it, but now everyday is like a drag.. why do something you hate? right? . . . .

adious job, hope my next will be better :)

2010-07-27T12:42:00.003+08:00

Quitter

I HAVE 3 UTS BACK TO BACK 3 EFFIN DAYS BEFORE HARI RAYA! Wahhh I'm damn pissed off can! Its like the last of the few days of Puasa and confirm my mum will be so worked up and how can I study? Plus this time the UT times are all like non-clashing with my working hours and so i’m not going to take off =( and also coz I planned to like file for resign on the 1st of sept! So need to have 1 month probation period before I can actually quit =\ Oh well, ADIOS PEOPLE! Cannot take it anymore la work there. Wah when kena double stamp urh, I think my life is shortened by half everytime sia. Over the weekends my total sales was like $11, 000 plus just in the course of the 2 days! And in the end on Monday I slept like a pig can! 12 hours and I woke up my entire body is like numb! Like so OMG la!~ I want find easier job with higher pay luhs!! && FIXED TIMING! The thing I don’t like about thr is like they sukasuka can put you long hr, sukasuka put you short hour. But just the good thing is that the timing quite flexible la urh.... but still..... zz.zz
And I'm clearing my pon days for school, really no mood for school lately. Starting was hell, faci gave me shit grades the first week but apparently it got better. But then, the last few weeks really like demoralising nia. Really no mood to go school :( nehmind I plan to come for only 4 more days, then I ponning all the lessons after that!! ^_^

AND MY OMGG video for today! Ahahah look at how stunned jjong was when he saw the linked noodle! Lols OMG I'm so jealous of joori lahs! First Jay then Taeyang now jjong!! OMGGG! ^_^

2010-07-08T23:10:00.007+08:00

TAEYANG && HEECHUL!

I Cant stop watching this performance luhsss! damn nice canss!~ ^_^

really i didnt really like this song when it just debuted, but now i cant stop listening to it!! ^_^ lols

and this one also!! HEECHULLL!! wahh i thought heechul like gila gila one but he gila also he so sweet towards his members sia . . esp the one on abt hangeng one! omggg and im a sucker for gila but sweet guys >_<

2010-07-07T08:40:00.010+08:00

KPOP GUYSS~

wahhh i think i can go gila soon! they are all sooo cuteeee!~ kyyaaaaa!

Beast leader Doojoon

JAYYYYY!!~

and this one the main culprit! YESS! im still not over him ^_^

TAEYYANNNGG AHHHHH! ^_^ wahhhh im like so sad can, his deluxe album all sold out nia! HOW CAN THEY ONLY SELL 3000++ copies? COME ON!! ITS TAEYANG WE'RE TALKING ABOUT!!! Im like damn sad luhs, SG got no where sell his album only at korean shops and YG website. thn YG website need credit card siurhs, tot of using my dad's but dun wan urh, credit card buusiness, too risky! =(

I really hope SG will like have at least some copies soon. not the deluxe ver also can luhs.. I JUST WANN HIS ALBUUUMMMM!!!! wait since my bday liao, now only then released ^_^

and JAY IS COMING TO SG ommmgggg but his showcase tickets like damn ex can. $120 per person sia. with drinks, gawd i dont need the drinks la... I just wan see JAYYYYY~ ^_^ freaked out when cutecute told me he was coming luhs! so egggcited sia . . . I WAN GO I WAN GO I WAN GOOOOOOO~

2010-04-06T02:27:00.001+08:00

Dedicated to a kind and loving man! …

Grandpapa! He is admitted in the hospital again for yet another surgery. The MOST surprising thing was that through all these 3 surgeries that he went through, you know what, he said he was kept AWAKE for all the 3 operations due to his heart condition!! And plus, he said he DID saw what the surgeons were doing in his body through a monitor for today’s op! Wow! If it was me, I would’ve fainted! YES, my grandpapa is indeed a very strong, NOT FORGETTING a very kind and loving soldier as well, despite his ripe age. I just wish that some people would appreciate him more! I shall not say whom la huh!

He was VERY sweet just now can! He kept telling us to go home and that he doesn’t want us to keep coming to the hospital JUST to see him coz we are all working and he was scared that we’d be too tired just because we keep visiting him! OMG I felt like crying just now can! In this kind of situation, how can he be putting our health first before his! And my aunt had to keep telling him a white lie because he was afraid that we are going to pay an extensive cost because he was being put in ICU after the surgery!, so my aunts kept telling him that it wasn’t ICU! Omg, Money is nothing compared to family members gramps :) I just wished he’d get well soon. He’s the best grandparent one granddaughter could have ever wished for. (:

On another note; YOU KNOW WHAT, GO TO H…. WITH YOU!

I don’t get how some people can be so ignorant, I swore when my friend told me; it was like silver calling gold lousy (can’t find any better saying! Ahah!) ! Seriously man! When you guys had problems we TRIED to understand your situation and changed our plans in the end but you guys just DITCHED us in the end and WTF now you guys are calling us MA FAN? WTH! Why can’t you TRY understand my situation now, tables are turned and you can’t do the same now? Zzzzz who do you think I am, babu? Argghhh!~

2010-03-31T00:15:00.003+08:00

Woahh I really dunno what to say about today man! Tdy is really my BAD DAY! Kena a lot of ASSHOLE customers then after closing counter, count the money wrong =.= walao I took 1 hr just to recount my money (well rather than I get $20 cut off of my pay, rather I’d stay back and recount…) wah really tiring man! Even when it was last Sunday (when people were overflowing the place) I never had such BITCHY customers like today! Haiz, guessed I just woke up on the wrong side of the bed =\ hope tomorrow’s better! And I EVEN FORGOT to bring back my extra uniform that kak shida gave me due to all this =\ hmpfh, what luck man tdy….

2010-03-25T23:12:00.001+08:00

Ok first and foremost I would like to DEEPLY apologise for leaving my blog soooo stagnant. I guess I grew out of blogging already. In the past, haha, boy was I naive, I would tell the world about every single DETAIL of my life :D lols.

Ok anyways im back, with a new topic to rant on! WORK!

Yes! Actually for the time being im quite ok with my current job. Yes, it was a little trying at first, standing for 5 whole hours!! :O I really felt like quitting but I guess I felt ok after that :) MOST of the people are quite nice too :D well everything is not always as sunshiny as it seems anyways. Currently im stuck to Person A as my trainer, well, she’s ok though I can speak freely with her and she teaches me quite a lot of the things I need to know BUT, she a total suck up or what other people may call a ‘WORLD’ person.

Well basically is because usually when its only me and her, she would talk to me like she talk to any other people but then when the manager comes around, she will start correcting me about this la, that la! Alermak! Usually when manager is not around she will RARELY correct me, instead she will talk2 to the aunties around there =/ and just now when the managers came for pick up, I like told her there’s 2 $100s in the tray then instead she told me “really, I don’t think so!” WTF then in the end really got 2! Wahlao I stand there the whole day I know la :=O Pantat ah dieknie. Serious seh. Im ok with her though but I really don’t like when she starts to suck up! I’d rather kak Marziah teach me instead. At least she doesn’t suck up. Haiz, im gonna have my own tomorrow anyway. Hope it goes well anyways.

And lastly, HELLO, SHE THINKS THAT I DON’T KNOW SHE’S BITCHING ABOUT ME TO THE MANAGER IN HER LANGUAGE! FYI, I DON’T NEED TO UNDERSTAND TO KNOW! HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF THE TERM BODY LANGUAGE?? =/ ASSSSSSS~

2010-02-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

Short update coz I’m really lazy right now! ^-^

Don’t mind for it being in point form yeahs;

- First off, my BIO ut grade jumped from D+ in ut1 to B+ in ut2! wohoo!

- UT 3 over

- Enjoyed studying with the usuals 8am every morning though ut start at 11! XD (slack corner! :D)

- END OF YEAR 1 (oh yeah! happy banget sih)

- Byebye W15B :(

- Damn nervous about chem. Ut 3 grade coz I really need to score

- Holidays now (realised that we are the only poly that has started holidays while the other poly’s are still having exams! -o- weird )

- Bunayya camp planning is killing me

- Publicity went well overall I think (never thought the kids would even be interested!)

- Starting work next week (wohoo, cha-ching!! ^_^)

=Ok did I miss out anything else

- Oh yeah I want outings with people soon! I’m missing a lot of people now :’(

2010-02-10T22:10:00.004+08:00

SOCIAL DISASTER OF A LIFETIME! :'0

2010-02-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

LATELATE-LATTE!

Woahhhhh I feel soo lethargic these days! I’m coming home from school later and later! On Monday I got home around somewhere close to 10 PM! And tues too, was in school till about the same time, by the time it came to Wednesday, I seriously lost all my energy and skipped cognitive. Well, it’s not like I planned to skip or anything but chem. is just scaring the shits out of me that I’m feeling that whatever I’m studying will not sustain in my head till next week! Grrr! SO I NEED TO STUDY MOREEE! By Thursday I gave up on chem. alr and moved on to MATH! Yeahh I love math man, quite easy la! XDD I’d pick math any day over chem.!

lols was kinda de-stressing myself out with shimin in the library on thurs. Instead of studying, we put aside 2 hours before library closure time to watch ‘Money no enough!’ ahaah! Coz people around me, grace and chloe were still studying chem. so I’m like grrr! “DONT WANNA HEAR ABOUT CHEM. NO MOREEE!~” XD and today skipped bio. Yes it was sad coz I am not there to see my w15B people for one last time! GONNER MISS YOU PEOPLE OKAYS! Anyways, pathetically I only managed to finish pq 13 & 14 for math for the whole 6 hours! OMG math damn tedious can!! But better than chem. please. Lols. And we finished off earlier today coz at cck there the library only got like a FEW power plugs, so like pathetic can, 5 people want to share 1 plug =.=

well anyways I guess I should get back, I need to do loads of things, back to math and also drafting of camp poster! gosh, I feel pathetic coz this whole week and the next I’m probably not gonna be able to meet the F&M people coz of exams. Grrr! P:

2010-01-12T10:51:00.003+08:00

STUDYSTUDYSTUDY!

Hey people! So yeah I’ve decided to update a little before I begin on my revisions! Yes, although ut3 is like 5 weeks away, I HAVE TO start now! Esp for chem.! Just knowing that I have to take up chem. in year 2 is creeping me out! Just wished that my module was more of physics-related than chem. >.< well anyways, I have to do well no matter what since I’ve chosen this course anyways :( geez wonder how to study chem. effectively. Found the solution to math, bio, phy and cognitive but not yet chem. :( so far, all of my ut2 grades are improving compared to ut1 except for chem.! I de-prove (if there is such a word) instead! So far; phy: from C go to B+. Cognitive: from B go to A :D But my Chem! Holy shit, from D+ to D! Omgggg! I can really just die now! And they expect me to take chem. in year 2?! Are they kidding me? I’d rather die! And I’m just so bad at chem.! You can even compare my physics and chem. grades in sec sch! Chem. always pulls me down! And I really don’t get how they all can say that chem. was easier back then! Oh gawd, trust me, physics was WAYY easier! :D serious DPDP going on here! Geez stop complaining! :D

Lols, bottom line is, I need to start on chem. revisions soon! And I just had to get sick now =.= gawd its been long since I got this sick, like literally sick. Felt sick around Thursday, after the math UT and on Sunday, gosh it was torturing, all the flu, cough, fever and vomit-y feeling all started jumbling up in my body =( grr and it was a Sunday so I was stuck at home! And even worst, yesterday, all the science dips people have to go for a course selection briefing and OMG I thought like it was soo damn important that I abandoned my thoughts of skipping math! BUT instead, the talk was just a freaking waste of my time! X( should have just stayed at home and escaped the wrath of math! Coz you know what? As much as I liked math, I didn’t like ytd’s lesson AT ALL! My head was spinning, my nose was blocked and I just wasn’t able to concentrate! Felt like partial-ing after the talk but in the end something someone did just made me forfeit. (for me to know for u to not find out) so yeah, I ended up staying throughout the whole day and finishing up 3 packets of tissue! XD but yeah, I think I was thankful that I didn’t left anyways coz the 6ps and questions explanations somehow did made me understood some of the concepts anyways! XD and I just decided to skip today instead coz since they having the thermal scanning thing going on today and I’m sure I’m going to fail. Coz when I came home ytd, my temp was like 37.9 =.= so I’ll be like sure to fail if I go to sch today! Lols so yeah better off I just stay at home XD

But, am going Seoul garden later! Yeahss! Lols. Don’t know if I can eat that much or not, thanks to the sickness, but I don’t care! Been craving for seoul garden for awhile now! Lols but the rest are still in school! Relief faci! Release early please! So they can go seoul garden with me earlier!! ^_^

2010-01-02T02:52:00.007+08:00

FAITH

will you come back? It's been 4months too long now.
Anti-FANDOM/FAN-GIRL fan BEGGING here! :D
please just come back. 2010 will not be so awesome without your return.

2009-12-31T21:11:00.000+08:00

TIME

Less than a few hours to 2010. GAWD, I am uber sad that this year is going to pass by because this year has been really an amazing for me. This year, I found out that Rp isn’t as bad as it seems. I got well exposed to days and days and days of presentations that it seems like public speaking finally came naturally to me :D and most of the people I got to know are just plain AWESOME. this year also was the year that I got below the 3 digit weight! I finally got into a 2 digit weight range after 4 years of having a 3 digits value showing up on the weighing scale and I’m damn happy about it. But it’s not enough though :) 3 more days to end of term break. Gosh I really feel like I’ve wasted the holiday’s period this time round. Finally got 3 weeks of break after 10 mind exhausting problems and all I did was sleep, eat and study all the way! Omg I was even shocked that I didn’t really spend that much this holidays! I barely withdrew any money from my bank account after all XD well except for the first week when I BRIEFLY went shopping for some shirts and that’s all. Lols. Really wasted my holidays away thanks to bio and math UT. 4more days to Bio UT, 6 to Math. BIO UT IS freaking me out. I really do not know what to expect from bio D: it’s kinda scary and I’m afraid that I might just blank out again -.- And exactly 42 more days to semester break. ^_^ Then 10 massive weeks of holidays then the death of year 2 await =( oh wells. this year really passed by FAST!

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! WISH YOU HAVE A GREAT ONE ^_^

2009-12-25T02:42:00.002+08:00

Gosh thanks for the early Christmas ‘present’, MCB module chair. You don’t know how much I “APPRECIATE” it. :D

Actually, I wasn’t really upset with my grades luhs, I kind of expected it already. Well at least, I somehow attained my goals; that is not to get “kosong” marks on more than 2 of the questions. Well, in fact, I only had one– the mRNA coding part. GOSH! Damn that part was easy! The coding of the mRNA sequence was right in the palm of my hands, but I let fear overtook me upon hearing and looking at how kiat is typing furiously beside me; gosh I got so panicky that I forgot all about it =.=' (NOT BLAMING HIM FULLY THOUGH, HONESTLY! XD) Ahahs. What’s even more pathetic was the fact that I was really stretching myself thin during the ut. I was just basically gorging back out the infos from the 6ps into those pathetic answer boxes. Gosh thank god for that (6Ps). I swear bio isn't as easy as it seems. But I guess that I’m not up for giving in just yet. It’s only my first stressing experience with bio. But I must not make “not taking bio in secondary before” as an excuse for my downfall as well. Trust me, this is only the tip of the soil; I haven't gotten down to the dirty part yet. heheh. Well, guess I gotta bust some ass now if I wanna pull my gpa up! Anyways, on the bright side, at least I didn't fail, right? :D

MERRY CHRISTMAS anyways peoples

(ohyeah, know wad?! I was finally able to finish making a straw-heart. I Swear i've never succeeded in making any of these before! imperfect still, but its aight XD)

2009-12-16T13:10:00.003+08:00

HO-HO-HOLIDAYS!

Hello! Ok since it’s the holidays, then I guess I have NO EXCUSE to not blog ^_^ So far, 3 UTs are down and right after the holidays, I have 2 more to go. Totally sucks coz there is no way I think I can slack. Cognitive UT was ok as usual; I don’t really need to worry about that. But for both chem and physics, trust me, it kind of went DISASTROUSLY! I think I did a lot of careless mistakes, AGAIN, like what I did in UT 1 =( Esp for Chem! Omg I can sooo get the answers but at this one question, I forgot that I needed to convert the units. So it’s like, (walao!) 3marks gone can =.= I am REALLY ASHAMED to be taking a science diploma because both my cognitive and even my maths UT grades are better than my triple science grades =.= Really am afraid for my chem. Coz I was counting my mean GPA for all my modules the other day and chem. was my worst! OMG even my science sem 1 grades are not as bad as my chem. grades. Really don’t want to repeat any year 1 semesters or modules. Super damn ma fan can! Never mind, shall work even harder for the 3rd one, (aiyo! say only, but later still slack more than work hard XD)

P/S: I got stuck on facebook games and I am serious! Lols. These past few weeks I keep like going crazy over the games in facebook! Esp my Farmville and Restaurant city! XD Oh yeah almost forgot! ICY TOWER ALSO!! NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I JUMPED AND I DROPPED, ILL STILL KEEP ON JUMPING XD. lols and just yesterday, also I found myself shopping away close to 10000 coins for my pet on pet society! My pet went from abandoned to shopaholic XD talking about shopping, PEOPLE! LETS GO OUT DURING THE HOLIDAYS! :D

And oh yeah you know what, one more thing. I really hate it when I try to help people but when in the end things don’t go their way, they’ll end up blaming me? I really hate it you know. Because several times I keep reminding people that whatever you do right, there will always be 2 or more conclusions and you shouldn’t set your mindset to only one conclusion. So it’s totally, so irritating when people do that and in the end when their “plan” fail and they start like BLAMING ME! GOSH I’m not your pet! DONT KEEP BLAMING ME AND ORDERING ME AROUND! It’s peeving and I don’t like it. I guess I should just stop “poking” my nose into people’s business already. No matter what you say, from now on I’m not going to help you anymore. Deal with the things yourself from now on >.<

2009-12-09T18:17:00.000+08:00

HEE I GOT B FOR MY MATH UT! OMG HAHAH *SHAKESBUTT!*

2009-12-07T21:40:00.001+08:00

OMG UT PERIOD AGAIN!

but, trust me im not as stressed as i was back in UT 1 because know why? coz i feel effin demoralized by my UT 1 grades. i mean, yeah i didnt fail but still, my grades are like so effin pathethic you know! LIKE SUPAH pathethic! gahhh!! I feel so damn sad urhs. that's why like this UT, i study, still study la, but not as kiasu as ut1 nah. angrified,oh wells. what to do, what done is done.

anyways, im like finding for a new job! for dec break. OMG im somewhat broke and i've got a new WANTS list that i've came up with! I WANNA GO TO KOREA! GAWSHHIIEESS! OMG MIN I must save like $3, 000-$4, 000 plus! OMG and i've only saved like a third of that! =.= gawd!! SAVE UNTIL FOREVER, ON MY OWN ALLOWANCE ALSO WILL NEVER GET LO! I really want to go!! :O that's why I need to work at any free time that i have! OMONA! BUT LAZY SIA! -.- lols oh wells, anyways, i have to make do with the vacation that i can afford for now. recently, just went batam again! XD lols wells, at least better than keep on going to KL :D

2009-12-01T11:45:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR O MA! yongwon-hee Sarang hae!♥

:D

2009-11-27T23:13:00.010+08:00

All i want for christmas is,

"Preparations for JAEBEOM’s return well underway?"

X♥X♥

2009-11-26T20:25:00.012+08:00

♣♥

2009-11-21T09:50:00.003+08:00

JUANI HATES GETTING SICK!

Keep telling myself to update time and again, yet I never even come close to updating like EVERYTIME?! Oh gosh. Well actually I only am updating now to RANT! YES the thing which im so “good” at. Lols. Omg this whole week was really not my week man! Woke up in the morning with the same sawdust feeling in my throat again and again! I thought that if I was to sleep for the least, 8 hours, I would be able to like decrease this shitty feeling but no, it still feels the same way =.=. gosh so irritated! I hate getting sick. So, for now, I’m just trying to reserve my voice for the time being so that hopefully I can get better soon. *prays* I’m so tired. Gahhh. Told myself tha;t No laughing alot the whole week, no talking much. Just need to shuttup =( goshh. Lols

Am getting so, so tired easily lately. Am always finding ways to sleep during presentations because I really cannot stand the tiredness lately. Plus, even though UTs like ended ONLY a FEW pathetic weeks ago, I have to start studying and make sure I’m prepared for the next one, so I won’t have to do extreme studying for 15 hours ever again! =.= so stressing! I’m still angry at the people who say that Rp have no such thing as exams, so no stress. MY ASS LA! Then UT who do? MY GRANDMOTHER IS IT?! Grrrr! XD oh wells. XD oh and I realised one more thing. I think I’m blessed to be in the science block cause in this block right, you’ll rarely see the lifts get packed even when its almost 830 already XD last time like woah, even though its already 820am the lifts will be packed like hell that casually people will end up choosing to run up the stairs instead! Lols and now I rarely see that in this block! Instead, it’s the opposite! 820am-825am will be the time when the landings will be SUPER DESERTED! Lols, coolz or wad! =P
Ohohoh! And I got a NEW ADDICTION IN RP! TRCC food! OMG seriously! Damn nice esp the teriyaki chicken! Woah! Lately me, Shimin, grace, chloe and Aye lin kept going there for breaks! Yummm! Lols, no more nasi lemak or chicken rice addiction! XD walao I think I’m going to also get sick of the food there also, soon! But going to cherish now for the time being la XD omg, Rp needs new Muslim stalls man. Only my 1st year in rp yet I’m so easily starting to get sick of the food! XD lols. Well sidetrack, my grades are ok for the time being. Seeing lesser Cs than I did back in SEM1 but I’m neither seeing more As, esp for physics and chem. =.= and you know how AT TIMES ‘backstabbing’ can be so easily honed in rp? In front you will think that owh, we are cool. But behind your backs they’re giving you bad evaluations even though you’re the one that worked like hell to finish up the work. So I’m really angry at the system and somehow I’m sad seeing how facis actually believe what they perceive and instead of giving you the grade you honestly deserve, you’ll get the otherwise. So what I’m saying is that I’m REALLY NOT hating any of my classmates, I REALLY LIKE THEM infact. HONESTLY. But it’s the system that I hate the most. Hating the game not the player =D

And somehow, something rhetorical happened to me again. This time I’m not going to get angry I’m not going to shout about it. I’m not going to blame the opposite for what happened. I’m not going to do anything because I know how bad it will turn out if I did what I did again like the last time. We fought for almost half a year and the word friendship just seem so distant between both of the sides. So now, when such instances happen again, I promised to someone I won’t let it prolong. I’ll try to be patient all I can, even though at that point, I lost it again. Though it’s with different people, conditions still apply and I promise I’ll be patient all I can and like you said, I’ll just choose to forget about it altogether(:

2009-11-02T08:17:00.002+08:00

INSPIRATION

I’ve been opening this blogger page for days now yet I never knew what to write and the page is always closed emptily with no new post or updates for you all. I’m sorry. Finaaly posting sth up! Nowadays, although class is getting better, the modules are not. My brain is expanding compressing, expanding, compressing yet again. I wonder what happened to my love for physics. It just seems like I’m catching up to the other modules, but yet when it comes to physics, I just feel plain USELESS. My team seems to always be ahead of me. Ihatefeelingthisway! Am indeed trying to absorb as much as I can through the day but when I reflect back, honestly I didn’t really get much on physics. And practice questions, oh gosh, it’s even worst! I took half a day to just finish 2 physics practice question, I really wonder what will happen in UT?

Haiz, I think basically I rarely blog anymore coz I think my life is pretty much VERY mundane. Unlike half of the species in this world, who goes out to party, drink and all those stuff, I’m actually the opposite. Exactly like those boring kinds who only goes out after school (and that’s only for a few hours), come home, study or sleep and basically that’s just it? Oh gawsh, I bet you’re getting bored right now already! XD ahahah. Btw, UTs are like starting this week and trust me, I’m so not looking forward to it, it’s just like there’s so many things I still need to cover! And that sucks! Kinda finished physics prac qns except for p02, still can’t get the ways to solve it! Oh gawd someone help me?

&& haiz I guess I’m a hopeless romantic. I hate it. My heartstrings get easily tugged and it can just happen at any moment and I will start to instantly fall head over heels for . . . I fall in love too easily but am a disaster at pulling myself back up. And recently it happened again. It took me awhile to realise that you really didn’t mean anything by it. I feel like crying, really. I forget that it can never be. Yet I always get myself lost in my own cloud of thoughts and hurt myself when your thunder strike my sunshine away.

2009-10-27T17:57:00.000+08:00

WILL BLOG SOON! I PROMISE :D

2009-10-21T08:43:00.006+08:00

I have this tendency to write things on impulse and 5 minutes later I will like delete the post away due to laziness! XD so yeah I was thinking of updating this morning but halfway got lazy XD gahh, ill just post up what I’ve written so far since I’ve saved it anyway XD. well, don’t mind the tenses coz I wrote this like in class this morning. :D

//hey people here to update!! yeahhss today coggnniitivveee! Damn loved man. lately all sem2 modules are effin stressing la! Feels like dying sooon! i swear! And I don’t think I can aim for all As. For the past 2 weeks I only got 2 As? LAMEE! :D gahhh! and a lot of bitching going on around in the class thanks to someone. ahah but I don’t really care about all this gossiping is a bit lame and so damn secondary school! ahahaha

anyways, oh gosh I’m in cognitive now and my faci is like talking all this nonsensical stuff that is making me laugh like there's no tomorrow! XD ahaha see that's why I love cognitive so much, the other faci's are all like bleaghbleaghbleaghbleaghbleagh, but bio faci also quite okay la, so thankful that bio is on friday. faci always managed to finish early! :D gahh headache! Only first meeting sia! Still have a long way to go :( //

2009-10-13T21:27:00.005+08:00

Missing Links

You know I care about you guys. It may seem like I don’t care, but trust me I do. It’s just that, I’m scared that I’ll feel weird, scared that I’ll be awkward around you guys. So I avoid.

I do want to go and meet you guys for makan time. I do want to hang around and ‘lehpark’ when you guys do. But you guys know that I was never close. Thanks for asking. It’s just that, I’m always at a distant and that’s irritating to a minority call ‘some’. But that’s the way I am. So I am very sorry that during meet ups, I was never there. I still miss you guys :)

2009-10-12T23:10:00.011+08:00

AM LEGAL (BIGDEALMEH?)
AM OLD (OHNO!!)

Updating a few things before meeting my deal with the dream maker! Zzz. Well, weekends were great! After school on Friday went home awhile and got changed, met ‘ah koh’, then went to farah’s house. omg major paiseh-ness! Siti told Daniel to call farah first before going to her house, because she was suppose to come with zhiyin and Chris from work and meet us at Sengkang. BUT! MR SMART ALEC, CONFIDENTLY said they should be home already! Omg, the maid opened the gate and started talking in Urdu or Tamil or something? All 3 of us like totally zoinked out? Goshh! And we we’re like ‘we’re Farah’s friends’ and all she did was stared at us and said ‘Fadah ondilriwoejojdoduhifijj (??)’ goshhh! ahaha, me and Siti just relax one corner let Mr. smart alec talk! && Daniel was like, diedie also wanted to convince the maid to let us in & eventually he gave up. -_- So again, we waited outside till like 6 plus, head over to sheng shiong after that to buy all the MASAKMASAK stuffs and head back again! Omg kecoh-ness! SADLY, they were supposed to be celebrating my birthday, so means they’re suppose to do all the baking and things, but none of them baked before -_- damn smart la! =_= ahah so I was like helping them bake and was doing my RJ at the same time! :P && SOME AHBENG was cheating, ask to bake yet he keep running away! Eh come on la! Your exams in November can! ahahah (evil ekhz)

Then around 9 plus, dad came to pick me up to get my eyes checked! Omg seriously need new lenses! I can barely see anything on the board when I’m sitting in team 1 or 2, in class, even thou my class is that, shit SMALL! It’s been 3 years already since I last met my optician! ahahah. B) Woahh, my degree went up like damn high! && kena lecture by the optician -.- SORRY LAH! I have some difficulties asking money from my dad for things like this! PARTIALLY, it’s my own fault that my degree increased, so then if wanna ask my dad for money is like ZZ.zZ.ZZ :D summo, this month he must renew car insurance, pay new semester fee and things like that. Pity can! :P && ANYWAY, then went to have mini celebrations with my family for one hour coz mom’s planning to celebrate myne and grandmum’s birthday together during deepavali next week, so not much celebrating this week. Went back sengkang and ¼ of the cookies were half burnt thanks to the minah and the achi! Alamakk! ahah gave the heart with the thank you cookie to my family before they go Jalanjalan :D

Then at night was suppose to have ‘midnight’ adventure at Pasir ris park, the inside-inside, eerie part of pasir ris, but instead last minute they chickened out and we left the place at like 3 plus AM instead of camping over :D and evil beng brothers sent me home last -_- not fair, got home at like 4.55 am :D Slept, then the morning after that went out awhile then headed over to tantockseng to see my cousin’s friend, Oshin. They’re like quite close already like siblings already seh and it saddens me to see the state at which her family is like! OMG I really hope she gets well soon! She has a son which is like barely 1 year old? I really pray that she gets well soon. But I’m sure she will wake up soon! She looks like a STRONG person! *prays*

On a lighter note, I SAW LIONEL LEWIS THERE!!! GAHGAHGAH! GOSHH he’s so effin tall! ahahah. BEST BELATED BDAY PRESENT EVAHH!! AHAHAH//=) gawd, why is he married already?!

2009-10-05T20:20:00.002+08:00

CHANGING FATE

Gah my new class was a bit stressing, at first! (Stresses on ‘at first’) Lols I wasn’t really nervous at the start because, I was trying this thing called positive thinking :D but omg , my 'faith' disappear when in the morning I came in with shimin (we were almost late XD) and I said ‘hi,hello!’, and no one answered me -_- only faci answered me. Alamak, sadded sia XD My group was so damn pathetic at first, only 1 person was there (Rafi right? 4gt la ^_^) My first impressions of them (teammates)? Rafi looks like syafiq but he’s like a ‘CYYBERRR’ (inside joke) – tech genius like Shuaib also! Ahah then Chloe came. Gosh, she laughs like shihan sia!! Almost called her shihan one time! Shiva reminds me of Jasmine, she kept teasing rafi ^_^ && Zi an looks like Nini’s bestfriend, 0.0 but the less irritating version. ahahah. :D but they’re ok, I was thankful that I was grouped with them coz farah knows why [= it was fun the least but presentation time was boring! Krikkrik krikkrik (gosh dunno why I like to write this the whole day) first day already math, effin stress la :2

Anyways went raya with the swiss people on Saturday, came late coz went to aunt’s solemnization at teck whye first, and then took lrt to bangkit (yat’s house). But then met elyne, afiqah, luqman and shahrul when I was coming down from lrt, ahah since I don’t know how to get to yat’s house so just waited with them for zahidah to come before going ^_^ then around 6 plus, mom was already like asking me where am I, coz she already told me earlier that she wanna jalan raya at 5pm. So i told her to go first yet she doesn’t want to -_- ‘omg, your close uncle’s house you don’t wanna go?’ grrr! Then she ask me to ajak(invite) them home. Lols funny right, she say wanna go out then still wanna have guests over -_- then after they went home clean up a bit then out to raya again! Wah sian! Tampines summore =X came home, dead beat. Next day, 8am = religious class! Oh gosshiess!

2009-09-30T06:00:00.013+08:00

CHRISBROWNWITHDRAWALSYMPTOM!

YES! On TOP was the exact and only reason why I fell in love with the current song in my blog :D Taeyang! goshh he makes me miss Chris Brown SO DAMN MUCH! His Dance moves, The way he sing! Ohgosh. OMG CHRIS BROWN WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOM! New ALBUM please! Forget [her] ROBYNFENTYN! GAHHH, taeyang is the closest thing to cbreezy. Maybe, thats why out of BB I liked him the most? I've been listening to Chris Brown since 'RUN IT!' first came out! My only LONGEST "idol". So, get the pain when I heard that news? Please dont stop now! Cause i'll really kill you if you do (:

Stop the time, erase the past, & play on like its gone. I Believe him!

2009-09-28T17:57:00.003+08:00

WEEKEND DREADS

Ok, exactly only A WEEK LEFT to reopening of school and I’m really not looking forward to it. 1. No more going to E37B 2. No more E37B-ians 3. Don’t know if there will be people with me that will come in early in the morning like Xiangs. 4. Dont know how these ‘new’ people’s attitudes are. 5. The need to get an A for all modules. Effin GPA! @$!$#@$$#&$%% so yeah. Oh gosh. One worry after the other.

Well anyways, for my weekends, it was dreading and DAMN tiring. XD Saturday, had all my uncles and aunties over coz my mom was having her RAYA open house. slept at 3am the night before and mom woke me up at 9 plus in the morning already! Like zogshh. I was still slacking around thinking no one will actually come in the morning, knowing my relatives. But then at around 11, saw my grandfather’s van already ‘rollin’ (word, ahah) into the carpark! ZOMG! rushed into the toilet and like take (what they call) a 5 min cowboy shower! :D was tiring la, but ok all tired on one day only, so people all come already, then I won’t need to bear my mom’s naggings anymore when people say they are coming over. So yeah, last person to leave was my cousin at around 2am+, I wanted to go sleep @ 12, but if I was to do that, I will pity my mom heavily cause my sis already went to sleep early and my bro was also looking like half dead already XD so like it or not, no sleep for me till the last person leaves! =( so yeah I’m so sorry to the last few families that was still at my house after 1am. Lols I went to bathe awhile then changed to my sleep wear! But I was wearing tshirt and long pants, didn’t wear shorts okaes! XD so yeah , lols. Sorry, I was so beat already, ready to get to sleep, so people saw me in my bo-chap ways after 1am. Lols. Then after cuzzie went home, clean around awhile then off to lalaland! Omg finally got a good sleep at night which I’ve been longing to get! :P

Then Sunday, went Jalan raya pulak with my maternal side. Morning2 at 10 already mom was making noise! Oh gosh and tis year the brown shirt is ugly! It’s because of the skirt. So Ah-ma like la. MOM! =( missed F1, only saw snippets in people’s house. And at the last house right, one of my uncles like have two living rooms and like directly somehow, I don’t know how, we split like into a girls and guys living rooms NATURALLY and the guys were watching the last few minutes of the F1 coverage (showing the standings) in the other room && OMG and the girls ‘side’ were watching an Indonesian drama! Gahh Really wanted to watch, the last few minutes the least. && so i don’t care i just went over & my bro was like ‘eh your ‘side’ is there. not here!’ kurang asam right! WHAT GIRLS CANNOT SIBOK IN F1 LIKE GUYS ALSO AH ( no sexism intended :D) but yeah. Lols. But it was pointless tho, by the time I came, everything finish already -_-‘ Grrr Hamilton won?! & no points for ferrari at all? Massa where are you? Come back next season plleeaassee. Kimi, come'on!Figghhtinng! Fisichella . . erm . ..

&& GOSH why is blogger moving so slow?!

2009-09-25T17:30:00.006+08:00

High on updates!

hey, hahah here to update again! i know, its damn weird huh, suddenly i have this constant sudden urge to blog and update about something. ahah i guess, to make up for all the times that i've abandon my blog for twitter! XD OK, yesterday, I was bored so i called up deardaniel, after he finished school and farahoppi, after she finished work, thinking, woaw its been a long time since i went out with them! XD (yalah, someone in SMU already ma, act la heee jk :D) I get to do the loser things that we usually do when we go out and act like losers at the at ion & lucky plaza -ayam penyet place. gahh, stayed and eat slowly until we were like the last ones there? -_- missing you guys already dont wait another next 1 month then meet up again ok (: && they told me that i worry too much coz I keep fretting about how i will fail my comm module, goshh. where got? =_=

then got home, on-ed the lappy and went to do my lame *CC* (shortformforsth-noneedtoknow) and actually i didnt thought about checking grades cz i tot confirm they havet publish yet, like always! , but then when i sign in to msn, fargh my heart like literally stopped beating for a whole load of seconds when i saw bryangoh's PM! Gahh, I dunno, how many times i read my prayers first before clicking on the "module summary" button for communications. Oh gosh, thank god! Jumped like mad crazy around the room and my sister got the shock of her life when i did that, lols. ahha cnt control it, somemore its not only pass only but the higher end of passing! (: anw hate my science paper, itchy hand go and change the answers for the blood qn the last minute and in the end my intial answers were the correct ones =( well,but as long as pass can already la, cognitive being my best and math next (0_0 woahh unexpected) and I got the same module grade for the 3 remaining modules. yeay, sem1 modules totally done! :D

-Baby please dont fade away

2009-09-24T13:15:00.003+08:00

SLEEP

i hate being me. i think i have an abnormal body and my sleeping habits is at its most messsed up point right now. right now i feel like im a mortal-vampire kind of cross-breed. i spend my days sleeping and spend my nights awake! i need school back again or training of anykind right now! well, no matter how much fear i am having inside of me as to who my new classmates are or whether my facis will be those bitchy types, i still miss having NORMAL sleeping timings and routine day-day activity - as to which school has always provided the past few years. although routines may bore me, they will be able to make me feel tired at the end of the day, then maybe i'll be able to have a undisturbed-nightnight sleep, which to me is my NORMAL sleeping habit! gahh i complain too much dont I, imma chinchiapolean anyways :D thanks for reading anyways, just thought of writing this down (weird huh that im writing this post while the date below is just like a few days ago?) coz im trying to ignore my sleepiness and not to sleep now so i can keep the tiredness for later. PS.deprivingmyselfofsleepfor18hoursnow =)

2009-09-22T20:00:00.004+08:00

Here's one (:

Ok,ok i should probably update! Been telling myself to update ever since, what, Friday? And yet I succumbed to laziness and resorted to only updating through twitter :D erm, honestly, I think I’m bad at writing long posts, I tend to over exaggerate and people would then get bored with it even before I get to my point. XD gahh. Ok (don’t over exaggerate Juani!)Anyways, puasa month is already over and raya came about. Was kindda lazy and wasn’t in ANY mood to raya?! I don’t know eh, ever since I turned 15(??), I just didn’t feel like celebrating raya anymore. The only part I like about raya is the ‘takbir’ part during the raya prayers, that’s all. To me, every year it’s just the same. 1st day, wake up in the morning then go back to sleep, wait until 6 o’clock then my mom will start shouting and then my family’s raya will only start after 6pm.

Well, this year the baju raya colour is black again -.- because why?, for all the 17 years of my life, I think my family has actually gone a full circle in the colour wheel when choosing the raya clothes D: last year was the last colour and I chose that! BROWN! Yeah! Actually wanted orange but mum said that we’ve worn orange when I was small! Gahhh! Well my mom is not superwoman or anything that she could remember what we wore all the years back, ahah, there’s pictures la. Yeah pictures that my mom will take hours adjusting and “perfecting” just to take a snap!

So yeah, well aside from raya, school’s starting back again in a few weeks, well 2 weeks to be exact. New class, new modules. Gosh, I’m scared man! & UT3 grades isn’t even out yet -.- they take damn long can! I’m scared for communications module! My ut2 seriously is a black hole! Stupid harddisk! I’m kindda worried for math too! Oh gawd! I think I will seriously faint if I have to retake math again! I think then, I’ll be like siraj and be Pon-ning most of the time la. Gaghhh. & for now whenever I check for ut3 grades I will usually only look at communications one, i don’t want to see the others yet! =O gahh
&& it’s just everything and anything that I wanted to hear from you. I’m glad you said it (:

JEALOUS! OH GOSH! ahah jk only la XD

2009-09-06T14:03:00.008+08:00

HEY Ppl! IM GETTING LAZIER AND LAZIER TO BLOG XD AWW STILL THE SAME ME AFTER SO LONG! LAZZYYBBOMMBOMM! :D WELL YEAH I WONT BE BLOGGING LONGLONG ALREADY NOWADAYS, GETTING LAZY LUHS. JUST MOST OF MY UPDATES WILLL GO HERE (YOU ALL SHOULD HAVE GUESSED BY NOW) @MY TWITTAH :D SO YEAH (= I'VE UPDATED 575 TWEETS ALTOGETHER! SO PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING IS THERE ;D

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2009-08-26T02:22:00.004+08:00

;D AN YONG!!

Ok as promised, time to blog as yesterday was indeed the last official day of UT (: to start off today was indeed very sweet. Fifi made a class video (thanks! :D) and we watched it after UT and the class kept saying cute, random comments about the pictures that was in the video, esp when it comes to sche’s pictures XD ahah. then the emotional bug started spreading, from Bryan (I even cried when I watched Hannah Montana?! :D) to Cass then to Thahira. AWWW! I will surely miss every single one of them! Sweetness! D’:

Well, UT has just ended! First day, I was late because 187 was being a bitch! Waited for ½ an hr yet no bus came =( wanted to take mrt but figured I won’t reach on time as well. End up, took taxi, byebye 8 dollars ): then reached 3 minutes before UT starts! Oh gosh thankgod to all the people who helped me with setting up my lappy XD. How can I not love these bunch of E37B people! (: anw thanks to the class fund, we ordered pizza together as lunch on the last day for lessons (: 4 bottles of Pepsi = loud burps and farts = eugghh XD

Religious class camp, night walk, was FUN! walking in the woods, at night, in the pitch-darkness & ‘best’ of all, ALONE! Gahh, my whole team was freaking out la when they say halfway through the walk we will have to solo-walk! Total ZOMG-ness XD. But it was quite fun despite walking into the bushes (cause i really cannot see anything!) and tripping into pot holes and spraining my ankle a bit :D but yeahs that was fun!

;Got hooked onto a new Korean drama over the weekends also! Boys over Flowers! XD but I finished watching the whole thing now (= damn SWEET!

;Thx to Jan and Syafiq also for the cards. Jan: - ‘Sleepy you’! XD lols. Ok this is a lonnnggg post. Will end here alrights =)

Mom Josim Haseyo! - take care (:

“I can’t stand people who slurp their mee!” Thahira - Now can you hear him CHEW! :D

2009-08-18T19:06:00.001+08:00

MUG TYME!

Hey ppl, ok so it’s the UT(exam) period! Mugmugmug, yeah I need to ace this UT! I wanna get at least one A this time. My past 2 UTs, my highest was a B+!! Yeahh damn close right, 0.5 more marks and I’m there! Pinning hope on enterprise and cognitive! But more of cognitive luhs! So yeah, will be MIA-ing awhile k? I promise that I’ll try and collate all the events and happenings and as soon as UT gets over and done with, I’ll come back to blogging and updating alrytes!
Loves (=

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2009-08-17T00:21:00.002+08:00

Tagged by XIANGS :D

Who sleeps in bed next to you?
No one (=

Have you ever lied to a teacher to get out of a deadline?
I had to work yesterday XD

What kind of books do you read?
Mostly are those romantic novels!
Im jiwang a bit ok. Lols but just ABIT ONLY!!

What’s your occupation?
Student and liking it!

What’s really creepy?
PEOPLE I DONT KNOW IN SUPER PITCH-BLACK DARKNESS PLACES

Who is your celebrity crush?
All-time; CHRIS BROWN XD
Recently; YB :D

What’s your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Webisodes on youtube!!
BigBang!!
Stacy Oricco, Mandy moore XD

What are you listening to right now?
Katherine McPhee – Everywhere I go.

What food could you eat every day for weeks and not get sick of?
Sambal Belachan!!

What websites do you always visit when you go online?
Wiki for episode updates, YouTube, Blogs and sometimes twitter.

What was the last thing you bought?
Apple Tea.

What is the one thing you’ve lost recently?
hairband. during my camp at alkaff mosque D:

Does the weather affect your mood?
YEA!! Cold - Moody Hot – Moody Humid – Moody, Rain – loves <3

Who was the last person you sent a text message to?
Khairiyah

Do you want to learn another language?
Korean && Spanish or Italian (:

3 things you can’t live without
Family, Friends & God (:

If you could meet anyone now, who would you meet?
=)

What’s something you’d like to say to someone right now?
Why are you giving me so many f-ing excuses?!

What are you looking forward to?
Lazing around!

Say something to the person who tagged you:
Loves all the handwriting msn-ing! Loves you and all the E37B-ians! :)

I tag…………!
1) All of the E37B people!
2) SAS OP group!
3) Best friends
4) Swiss friends!
5) All whom are reading this (:

2009-08-03T23:30:00.001+08:00

OMG I FELT SO WHINY!

yeah XD read back my past post about the ___ situation XD yeah i know, i tend to rant on pointlessly when i get angry XD so yeah, last weekends was havoc man! on sat, morning went over to jasmine's house to help her out with the party things, but didnt think i helped that much XD. then, was suppose to carry out a plan that involves ATLEAST one of Jasmine's guy friend. BUT NONE OF THEM CAME EARLY! WTF!! so plans got foiled XD

then after that i was suppose to stay over, planned everything already but them mom called me and reminded me of my nephew & niece (twins) bday party as well! shitoz man! and apparantly dad drove to east coast already, so i like have to go myself 0.o 2day party you know, all kids except my aunt uncles and cousins D: wah die, serious havoc man! but the kids were fun lerhs XD

so tired =_= then today went back to school, && apprantly me and des wore the same colour shirt again XD last week wore grey today red, den he wanna blame me hhehexx Suchaquinckidink XD den so tempted to sleep again. during break, half an hour also wanna sleep =D but tried my best to finish up ws and ppt first la.

planning to skip last week of school except cognitive and enterprise XD

2009-07-29T21:46:00.011+08:00

TEAMwork

today, i was so close to losing my temper again. but well, i couldnt say anything else. lost it all during 3rd meeting,faci was tekaning us like hell. we were like busy doing last minute adjustments to the ppt, so we didnt plan on what to say. and he was like trying to force out answers from us. well i dont fucking know la ok! I know i made a mistake by like putting all the graphs without explanations so my teammates also like all abit lost, what do you expect?! 3 people, 40+ graphs together and 14+ slides of ppt and we have only less than an hour to complete the slides thanks to . . .! im just like arggghhhh!! couldnt take it anymore la, went to the staircase area and shouted my head off after presentation. fuck! seriously damn irritated man! im just thankful there's the other two brains to help me out. if not i think i'd actually have left halfway la.&& I like felt guilty la, in the end i took over doing the slides from alicia, couldnt finish as early as i'd expected and then realised that there's a lot of mistakes when i look back at the slides. There was a lot on what we COULD have actually said. shouldnt complain much. most of it is my fault anyways. whinewhinewhine, just shuddup la Juani.

Faci's msn;- E37B WELL DONE Today. Solid performance for most of you guys.
not part of the most is confirm my group one or infact its just me. -_-

2009-07-29T03:12:00.008+08:00

I can’t get to sleep just yet.

I’m pondering about my feelings as the semester comes to an end. I mean like, it’s just too early. I’m not ready yet to meet new people. In fact I don’t want to. I don’t want to change classes because I’m just fine with the one I have right now. I want to keep hearing and seeing those Achipalang, Ali baba, PRESENTATION TIME and birthday bashings to keep on happening in front of me. I don’t want it to end. 4 months is not enough. Rp just won’t be the same without them. Fifi and sche’s bday SABO! Awesome Class hoodie! Mass Math lesson Pon! In class cam whore && Mass Convos! Am very sure that there is no other class more awesomez than them. Let’s make the last few weeks worth it.

And, few things happened ytd. It hurts me to see that I haven’t always been a grateful child towards my mom and dad. I’ve never seen that ever-so-concern face on my dad before and I’ve never seen my mom go to such extremes just to make sure that I was ok! I sit there, staring at them, constantly telling them that I was ok! I was fine and they do not need to worry. But yet they did! When they were in need of me, I barely cared! So why do they need to care for me so much! I don’t deserve this. No matter how regretful I feel, fucking chibai, I will always end up hurting them again. Im sorry.

And it was Jasmine’s birthday just now on the 28th, happy birthday. No matter through whatever you’ve been through, good or bad must share it with me kaes? ^_^ can’t wait for this Saturday!

2009-07-20T22:35:00.007+08:00

BAD WEEK!

okies so ut week is like done, really dunno how i did l=, just hope good? Science ut sucks, a lot of ppl said it was easier than UT 1, but i really dont think so? haizz. then last Thursday, lappy spoilt so just decide to skip sch altogether and I came sumwhere around 3rd meeting? yet faci still graded me! got a D for that day, first D la! ahahz,but she power la, I came ONLY for 3rd meeting still count if science faci, i think you can dream about it alr la. ahahz a D is good enough for partial & late la, seriously XD

Last week, well, i dont kno. can say that it was quite a BAD WEEK! mon, got angry at the toot again. then on tuesday tried installing sims but didnt work. math UT o.0 SUCKS! WEDNESDAY, IT HELPDESK PPL JAMMED UP MY LAPPY AFTER VIRUS REMOVAL x_x Thursday, HARDDISK CRASHED! Paper UT is sucha WHORE! remembered what problem each qn was from but I couldnt refer coz im doing on paper. Friday.. I dunno I just felt miserable at the end of the week.

SatURDAY was a short getaway to malacca with my family (-Sis, wrking) + Granma & Granps [dad's side], grandma is sucha inspiration to me. So what if she's not my biological granma, ILOVEHERLOADS!When im stressed, cutezz Taglinez on pictures iz da bomb!

2009-07-09T18:52:00.016+08:00

HEYYYY!

okies tiemz to bloggie yeahs (= well anyways, the past few weeks have been great! (thumbs up! yeahh!) watched Ice Age 3 with my sis and my mom because you know why? my sis got a job and she is treating! OMFG! damn shocked right. I mean like those of you who actually know how my sister is like, you guys will be like damn shocked too la to listen to this news! lols. well Ice age was good luhs anws (double thums up! lols) actually we wanted to watch transformers but there were some people say that its not nice? Idontknow,mixedreviews.dontwanttogang-hoonly :)

Then last saturday also like went out with 4n-5n Malay class peeps to east coast! OMG finally afta a long time I went rollerblading! && yes we (Dama, Erna && me) were like dragging Jasmine along too!! lols, its alright ok babe! I also fell truck-loads of time before I actually learn to rollerblade or even cycle for that matter =) well it was kinda better than I expected it to be luhs, then after blading we had like to wait for my brother to pick me up, Weekends usuals, and Jasmine had to wait for her friends to go town. so like we were talking with Iskandar, Imran and Haikal and suddenly the you-know-who topic came out! LMAO Iskandar became damn embarassed la lols then he keep trying to change topics! lols heheh, actually its been a long time since ive talked to her (theyouknowwho) huh (:

On 6/7 oso daddy's bday! Happy birthday daddy! Thanks for supporting me all these while (= Then today celebrated Fifi(Firdaus)'s Birthday!! ahah the rest of my team all go prepare siah then I was like hokays. what am I suppose to do now? I like will only need like 15min to re-decorate shihan friend's slides. [shh! (:] and I have a little bit too much time to waste man. so, ahahah, I went around the campus! ahah && yongen followed -.- hookaaeess. . well managed to kill time anyways and came back at the last half hour to chrng' [izdathwyouspellitbryan?] the slides and smear whip cream on Firdaus face!! ahah suddenly when the birthday song finish only, whip cream started flying. lols XD. it was fun tho'. hope you had fun too bday boy! lols. well tml is wear your sec-sch-pe-shirt-day! for my class la! lols and they want me to wear fbt shorts! oh myyfatfatthighs!! lols but yeah I seriously dont know where's my fbt's la. the last one I bought was before my last floorball tournament with scss floorball! && that was like what starting of sec 4? ahahh, where is it anw? [betta go find it] lols

yestedterday also had math, first time my group all 5 r girls and morning2 alr we talk crap on msn, pizza hut la, the . . . la and we al so named ourselves. Either Winx Club, powerpuff Girls or BRATZ! ahaha, lols. well the prob statement wasnt as fun as we thought we would be tho' D;

well anw my lappy is fucked up. I dont know why at school my FF and IE works just fine. But at home arh. when I connect to the internet only all my system get jammed up -.- damn suey la. and im typing all this form my phone! Xp damn i should go cut my thumbs' fingernail man. it really hurts when I try to type. well yeah, so I' gonna go check it out at the IT-helpdesk next friday lah, when UT all end. I dont wanna take a risk and go now. skali sth else wrong, I must do UT on paper ZOMG! IDONTWANT!

okla, gtg have to study for science, ahah dont judge me, i'm only studying for science im like in a science course! If i fail science, wahh thats it for me D: so yeah until next post aights, which I dont know when will that be :P lols see ya

2009-07-02T09:27:00.004+08:00

heyhey, im back here in school. partly happy, partly sad ):

VOICES: Juani, how do you feel about school?
Juani: I hate it! I want it to die!(:

2009-06-29T09:31:00.007+08:00

heyhey!

ok, i decided since i'm not going to update much, rather let you all see a pretty, pretty layout! lols. so yeah, i stayed up all night to do this. actually i was kindda bored also luhs(:

so yeah this week, lets see. . hmm oh yeah! sad man michael Jackson passed away! was kindda shocked to hear that! he's still so young! I grew up hearing to BilliE jean man! && my parents still keep his album summore [the one with michael Jackson somewhat was moonwalking with the blue background!]!! woahh, but i think its best for him luhs. He dont deserve all these rumours spreading around about him! ):

well, h1n1 condition in my school is also getting worse && worse. the numbers are sadly rapidly going higher! dammit man! stop increasing can! i wanna go back to school! i want school pocket money man! =(

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2009-06-25T02:45:00.004+08:00

SORRY!!

I seriously feel like closing my blog man!! like lately, i seriously find NO inspiration to blog AT ALL! no, its not that i dont want to share anything with you guys, its just that.. erm.. lately i have been having these completely like strange feelings towards the things around me to a point that i seriously, just dont feel like sharing it... well i think that even if i do share it, comments about people saying that I am a whiny-bitch & things likedat, confirm will chop-stamp, start flooding my tagboard. lols(:

so yeah. well, its not that im saying i'll be closing my blog (for now), its just that, expect lesser posts kaes! So those of you who like come everyday (if there are any), well, try to not come too often alr, i dont want you all to be coming to a dusty, unupdated blog :)
btw rp yr 1's are having holidays AGAIN due to the H1N1 thing. so yeah starting from tomorrow is like study from home. but grades not counted. shit la, i dont feel like doing & just sleep my morning away la!

2009-06-20T01:34:00.003+08:00

DEARDANIEL,
HEYHEY OMG HIE! AHAHAHAH! Today like finally my gay deardaniel came back all the way from ROME!! OMG 2weeks he away like I freaking miss him so much lahh!! Lols. Actually, he was like suppose to reach the sg airport by like 4pm and I thought of directly rushing, or maybe split cab with farah ah coz she was coming from Jurong East. But then end up his flight like got delayed to 7pm instead! Ahah. So FARAHDEAR! We were supposed to meet at 4 at causeway, but you know what time she reached? 5.15pm ah! I was looking like a damn sadistic emo dude that is like walking around a shopping centre alonesss!! Lols. Then Farah went to find dunno what present for Daniel and then we go MAKANNNN!! and she treated me again!! Like ….. I dunno how many times she and Daniel like treated me already la! Guyzz! Next time my treat alright, serious! Then go trained all the way to changi airport and we were late as usual! Daniel’s flight like already landed la. && he was eating and complaining the food on the flight freaking sux with the rest! Nomatterhowlongusendaguyaway,theirattitudeswillNEVER,CANEVEREVER,change! Lols. Then brought 4ward our picnic plans to today and you know what!! OMG I LEARNED HOW TO DO A BACKFLIP FROM DANIEL’S OLDER BROTHER!! Ahah damn cool ah. I kept on falling the first few times and got bruised! Lols. But in the end I couldn’t really do a perfect one but somewhat there la lols! && in the end Daniel felt kinda guilty for dragging us out till so laten[like 12++am?], so he like cabbed with us all the way to each others’ home. Lols I wonder how much he was fared? Coz when I dropped off the meter was already like $46++ OMG!

Oks so anyways, today comm. group got changed again! OMG I think I’m getting so damn sick of constantly changing groups already arhs. Like as if the facis cheat your feelings like that. Because like after you work for 3-4 wks wid them, able to know each other’s strength and weaknesses, then they change your groupings again. Damn ma fan right. Haiizz, well tdy I got Vini and Yong En again in my group. && then also got my first time working with Xiangyi and zhizhou. [But zhizhou didn’t come la] . ahah today ppt also like people all damn high ah esp. Vini! Lols. Lols. Ohgosh, gt c for my science againz.

2009-06-16T08:24:00.001+08:00

HEYYYYYY!!

Ok quickie update before my class starts aight? (= ok sorry that I have been so freaking shag in updating my blog urhs. Ahahahah lazy luhs. Ok so the holiday was quite ok. The first week was a little bit boring didn’t really utilise the first week, only went out with my yess lovelies. The other plans were all messed up. Then second week went to my grandma’s place at batam. Nice but super warm there arh. Ahahah and my sis found one white hair in my head! Omigosh my first white hair! Have I really been that stressed up! Gosh really you know I never had any white hair before!! Gahhh!

Then on Saturday woke up with a headache ah coz I got those repetitive dreams again where I got caught by a militant\communist dunno what they are called and then I will use all my will to get out of their clutches. Ahaahhahah weird dreams but then you know what tyme I woke up in the end? At 4pm!! With a headache! Lols my latest time to wake up like ever ah! Ahahah and I was suppose to go out that time and I wake up at 4! Ahahahha.

Yesterday also school like sian ah. I was like so freaking sleepy arh! Ahahha science was also a bore! CHEM AGAIN YOU KNOW! Shit man! Bud den yes ah faci say next week not chem. Already! Ahaahah lols. Loved bio tho. The first bio lesson about the blood lesson thing like freaking easy arhh. I loike! lols

2009-06-07T02:45:00.004+08:00

I ended up not going to my class outing (don’t know whether it was still on) or not even to Pastamania with Jas [was cancelled ready btw] on Friday. Just didn’t feel like going to class outing after the Pastamania thing was cancelled. Sorry guyz): So, ended up going out with Daniel && Farah instead and I was suppose to treat them to Pastamania but instead they treated me. ahah, I like going out with people after they just got their pay! Lols XD so yes, my Pastamania craving was still satisfied despite it all! (= Then after that went to the top place there at vivo (I don’t know wads its called XD lols) and started cloud-watching!! Wow, missed that man! (Used to do this with my sis! Lols) Iloveyouguys! Thx for listening to all my craps, lols (= The other 3 of u [Chris, Siti && Zhiyin]!! You guys still owe a dinner out with me! Lols ahahahahaha. && Jas, you too! Don’t you even think I will forget! Lols

Well anyways, I’ve been going out a lot this week! Lols. Even though I have only been ‘sitting’ at home for only a week, the boredom is really getting to me man! gahhgahhgahh. Oh btw, I’m going to miss floorball night this year because I’ll be away X(( damn sad urhs.

2009-06-03T23:11:00.026+08:00

IMMA TERRIBLE DECISION-MAKKKEEERRRRR!!!

I'm torn! I'm seriously torn between two choices. The only free day left which I am going to have for the rest of my holidays is Friday and on this day, I have to decide between going for my "annual" binge period wt my garfwen or going to marina wt my classmates! Hwhwhw! God help me please. . . I have to make a choice by tonight. . How am I supposed to choose? They are both worth it =( I hope whichever I choose after this will be the best one *cross-fingers!*
ps. NEVER go get any advice from daniel koh xiao ge!!! stupid small boy! waste my timme only! (:

2009-05-31T03:51:00.001+08:00

OHHHMMYYGAAWWDDD!!
new version of wondergirls-nobody!! XD ahah

2009-05-30T14:19:00.013+08:00

Heyyyyy yoozzz!!! (:

woahh like finally the holidays are here!! Damn tired man, aside from that, I am also getting freaking sick of doing presentation after presentation every day. From what I heard, class outing is coming up, pastamania outing with Jas too && oohh holidays to Indonesia to meet my grandma! Wohoo, yeahh!! I hope that even after all this, I can still recover in time before school starts again (:

Well anyways, yesterdays’ communication wasn’t as fun as always. As a matter of fact, it SUCKED! Vippy had to be in some yr 2 or 3 class (I think) and we were left with this “psychology”, much like psychotic, faci to relief our class. OHHMYGAWDDDD! He is freaking irritating can! Ooh, “I am a psychologist, I know what is going through your mind” WTF!! && when we say things like, ‘we feel that ….’, he will say ‘again your saying as ‘we’’. I mean like hello!! All of us, except for one bugger, agreed with what team 4 was saying! && he says that different people do have different opinion, yeahh!! So, just shut up and take it that people like us, we look at the BIG words first before looking at that small PATHETHIC little kissing couple at the bottom!?! Then that *&^^&*, WHATTHEHELL!! “He is the faci. So he is right?” I will ask you now, is he god? FACIS ARE DUMB FUCKING PERFECT IS IT?! Doesn’t mean he is the faci he will ALWAYS BE RIGHT! They can be right at times but not always!! Stupid man! Syafiq got damn angry that and he went to stand on the table (!!) and stated his point! It was scary when he stood on the table, coz table 1 was the shaky table. But I think that was necessary la, so that stupid idiot would understand what we mean!

Well, some people cried after that and some people decided to leave. Some turned to alcohol D: It was just havoc! And you! you have just made too many people cry too much, will you even spare anyone from getting hurt?! Watch what you say man, now, 24 people are already against you! It was just too unnecessary for you to doubt people’s religions. Some people do go in-depth into their own religion much earlier than the others, but that doesn’t mean that they are not worth being one. && I thought you should have known better!

Haiizz, during 3rd meeting also I was already getting restless. Didn’t really bother to go through what I was going to say. && he was finding fault with us again. I mean 1 hr is seriously not enough for you to plan a freaking chio poster! So we just somehow try to get at least a presentable one. Halfway through answering his questions, I kindda got damn fucked up already ah. Shihan was already like ‘ok point taken’, ‘point taken’. He was like saying if a firm is going to invest in advertising in your company, they would want to reach to the masses. hellooooo! We are not some expert firm! We are bound to make mistakes! Haizzz, stupid people will always be stupid! I think confirm this week I will get a C or D for communication ah.
I want FACIII VIPPY BACKK!! :(

2009-05-24T03:50:00.000+08:00

Hey you all. I’m just so velivelli the busy right now. So many things to keep up with. UTs, studying etc woishh woishh woishh. So many things to do! I think I’m gonna be having UTs for the whole week next week coz they forward science UT to next week. Gahhhh. I just finished studying for enterprise. Oh gosh!! So supperr loads of theories etc la. But the good thing is enterprise is something like psychology, damn interesting ah can (: only the ____ is a fitschh.. E37B should know what ^V^. I’m also gonna be having my religious class exams tml, goshhh. Right now, I’m pulling an all-nighter like those times I’ve done back in secondary school.. lols. So yes, wish me luck people! (= hope I can pull through this! (=

2009-05-17T16:26:00.001+08:00

HARRWLLOOOOWWWWW!!!!!

Well, it kinda sucks to see that I am now, I am only free to blog on Fridays and weekends -.- yes, except for the communication module, the other 4 modules is being freaking bitches that is biting me back in the ass as the weeks pass by. [Am I making sense? Sheesh I think I’m so tired that I’m barely making any more sense these days =P] Well, this week things are getting harder. Awww, barely have anymore time for my crew in restaurant city. By the time I remembered about them, they’ll probably be dead tired, asleep and just leave my poor restaurant unattended [lazy buggers!] =P Plus, newsflash, UTs (sth like Exams) starts next week! WTF! Damn fast can. Also even BETTER news, I’m going to have ‘Cognitive and Problem solving’ and science first. Goshh, thanks ah Rp!

Well, Fazlyn complained that everytime she reads my blog, it’s like as if I’m always stress. Lols. No la, I’m not kaes.. =)) anyways I think I ♥ my classmates even more now. (: On Thursday, a lot of them pon class. In the morning there was like only 20 people, then break-by-break, people started leaving the class and at the end of the day there was only like, 13 of us left. Suddenly, the class became so quiet and cold! Honestly, not exaggerating! (: But yeah, temptation, temptation! I also felt like leaving during lunch break, but I know I can’t! I promised my parents that I’ll work hard in poly [and not to disappoint them again]. Class was damn slackk on that day also. People just do what they need to do (PowerPoint presentation all those), then just chuck it aside after that and started playing games and talking instead. Like no one gave a care in the world about THAT module anymore. Lols. && recently also they got hooked to counterstrike! I still have my copy in the old lappy! I don’t want to start playing it again urhs. Later get addicted, die man. UTs next week seh. Maybe during term break lah. Heheh.

I’m still feeling fatigue even though it’s been a month since I’ve started school. My body’s still not in sync with Rp’s schedule, too long can?! But I think thx to classmates and their antics, it’s like as if 7hours is 7 minutes! Time really flies by fast with them & I’m really not looking 4ward to separation in August! The first few days, I feel a bit dreaded to go to school. But now, I barely feel that way anymore (: oh yah, thx to math and cognitive teammates as well. Coz of them I got my 2 ‘A’s this week (= shd prolly study harder now, so can get more As! Yeahs, Don’t judge me!! Lols =P

2009-05-15T10:40:00.002+08:00

Hellos, today communication change group ready liaos. No more Thahira, Bryan (nahpeizz =P), NaQiah and Firdaus. Instead today got changed to Bryan (BK), Desmond and Sharon =.= not so bad la, quite easy to work with them but last week’s group was much easier to work with . The weeks before was just brainstormstormstorming then split roles and then we’re done =) Desmond and bryan are a bit of stress kings ah. but yeah, luckily its communication so they not so cheong ah. Shihan (the only personn whu calls me anini) is not hereee =( so it’s only a four man team today. Well, I wonder if the other teams are going to “shoot” us or not, since both Desmond and Bryan are in the same group?? hmmmm

2009-05-08T12:19:00.004+08:00

BadHairDay.

What's that? A hat. crazy funky junky hat. Overslept, Hair's unslighty, Tryin to look like Keira Knightley,

We been there, we done that, we see right through your funky hat.

yess, i am freaking having a bad hair day!! My hair is like so messed up right now, woke up late like againn and I didnt have time to shampoo my hair and all those. and now its like so messed up!! i wish i have a Funkehh hat noww!! gahhh )X yayy, today is friday and its communication. yahahahahahahh.

2009-05-07T22:19:00.005+08:00

omgomgomgomgomogogmogomgomg!!

I was feeling so super shitty this morning ah and things was just not going my way! I woke up late, I didnt feel like engaging myself in class, I didn’t feel like doing any brainstorming and BOTH my handphone and mp3 batteries died on me on my way home, then I slept through maghrib which I feel so asshole-ly for doing so and then handed in my RJ like quite late because I was sleeping. Was really feeling suuper down ah, seems like today is one of my BAD days, NOTHING WAS GOING RIGHT! I guess I must have woken up on the wrong side of the bed this morning? haiiz, That's why I TRY to keep my mornings positive every other days coz I know that once your morning is ruined, so will your rest of the day be.
So yeah, butbutbut, I guess my day is not entirely ruined coz this somewad made me cheer up a bit ah. Know wad, know wad, know wad!! I GOZT THEZ MY FIRST AAAzzzzzz!! ahaha..WOHOOOWHOOHOOWOHOO!! Surprisingly it was for math!! ahahahah, shd really thk my teammates esp. Firdaus, coz he's like the one that solved most of the mathematical statements! All I did was just to happily cut and paste the graphs and all those into the ppt, yayayayayay. Well, I don’t want to be too negative and think about the dumbshit things that had happened this morning lah huh, let’s just bask in the beautiful rings of rainbow that is surrounding me now.. =.= ahah, ok stop it luhs.. baisss, nytes (: oh yeah, i was thinking of continue-ing floorball in Rp actually but heard that you kena go through tryouts and i suddenly feel like so inferior, I dunno la.. you guys shd knoe wad i'm talking bout la huh, call me a pessimist but i think tts the reality la. nehnehpoxz got a B for cognitive againnzz.

2009-05-07T10:45:00.003+08:00

had a shitty morning today. felt so like bullshitty. cant stand this, i'm feeling so fucking angry!! and now its freaking affecting the way im acting in class. i cant stand this freakin ____ also, can i change ___ pleasse! this is so irritating can. fuck enterprisela! the ruining factor of my entire week!

2009-05-04T14:00:00.000+08:00

aissshh. . i really like science but tdy i'm feeling damn sick leis. morning felt a bit better than now ah! morning only my nose was blocked but now like starting to get the stupid headaches and feel like i'm choking like that! its like you know those kind of fish out of water one. i'm like gasping for the freaking air ah. i kindda dont like rp coz its is like air-conditioned EVERYWHERE! even the corridors! walao. argghh. i'm sitting at table 4 now and its the place where its super cold ah and now all my body aching sia. i think if by wednesday i dont get well enough ah. have to force myself go the stupid family doctor. i dunno, i am starting to hate the family doctor already la. he's not like how he was last tyme eh. he so fun last time, en then now like he is so sour ready ah. i think more that 4 years ready i never go see him ready la. i'd rather go to sch than go see him sia.. really lei. . arrggghh!

2009-05-02T19:30:00.002+08:00

Wad'up? (:

Thank god! My math Faci still accepted my rj! Stupid LEO! Anyways, another week of school finished ready and except for how tiring sch can be, the rest of the things associated with sch are actually quite ok. This week was a bit more stress ah coz most of the modules somehow got a notch up harder and there’s like definitely a lot more things to do. I also got my first C! Stupid cognitive! I’m telling you, I’m hating cognitive the most ah. It’s those ‘reading in between the lines’ thing and like its damn fucken boring and is so super confusing! Arrgghh, stupid module. Then on Tuesday, the whole class girls’ was suppose to wear skirt (Xiang Yi’s idea) but end up like only half of us were wearing la. Lols. I think I am not going to wear skirts to school anymore ah, so freaking cold can!

On Tuesday also got a lil pissed off by my faci, we’ll let’s not talk about that. So anyway, when I posted a so-called anger note on my msn, Daniel and Farah went to convo-ed me on msn. Then halfway, Farah started drawing funny-funny Tamil cursing words. I tried not to laugh at it ah, coz I was sitting directly beside the faci! Then she taught me how to say it then and suggest that I say them to the faci. Of course, I didn’t. gila ah. Lols. Well, friends always manage to help put a smile on your face when you’re down (: Then after school rushed off to meet Mr Daniel ‘kiddi’ koh and Ms Farah ‘kanda’ra oli’ Mohan, =]for some coffeebean-ing at clark quay, coz they assumed that some coffee treat can soothe me down. Went home first to leave my lappy and bag at home and then reached the office at around 5.30 plus. Well, had to wait for them like damn long can coz they were having last minute meeting but Mr. Henry was nice enough to allow me to wait inside the office =) so then something stupid happened between me and Daniel ah. What happened was that, I was thinking of finishing my rj first on Daniel’s Laptop in his cubie while waiting for him and farah. Then, I went to the meeting room’s window and I ask him for his password using hand signal. But then he sucks at replying back hoh! =P && I was like typing all the nonsensical words or numbers, but still cannot go in! Finally; I only got what he trying to say when he went to SMS me the pwd instead! Zooiinnkkss, so dumb ah, ahah. He said Chris saw how stupid we were and decided to take pity on us and suggested to Daniel to just go and use technology instead of our sucky hand signal! Lols. :D && someone still owes me a Tall Caramel Frappuccino Ice Blended, coz he went to order me a Caramel Macchiato instead.. Waiting for it Mr. ‘kiddi’, ok? (: hee

Then Thursday had another CE programme, this time is about periodic table. The first few parts was quite easy ah, learned some easier concepts to classify the elements and also this new thing of 1s^2 2s^2 2p^2 3s^2 3d^6, or something like tt. It’s quite confusing ah, but it’s another easier way to write the atomic no. of the elements. Actually I’m quite digging poly science module ah, it is quite easy to understand (= yayy, hope it’ll be like this for the next 3 years yes?! (:
Oh, I am still pathetically waiting for my first A! I got my first C this week. As luck would have it, hopefully I can get my first A also (:

2009-04-30T14:14:00.002+08:00

DIE!

Sialah, I thought I die submit my rj sia. Then when I was checking whether if the grade is out ready or not, thn they say there is no submission!! What the hell!! Like omg!! Then I just went to email my faci instead.. Die sia, I hope the math faci accept my rj sia!! I don’t want to get a C again!!

*oh yah I got my first C and it’s for my Cognitive processes, ass la.

2009-04-29T14:06:00.000+08:00

LOST

I’m like super lost today. I cannot get what the hell this math lesson is talking about!! Can I have last week’s math lesson back! Last week was much, much easier than this week one ah. I can’t even give one toot of a help to my team tdy coz I really don’t know what is happening! Damn stress lah. Errgghh I hate math the most man. At least science was still ok la.. :( have to do a lot of revision ah today, I need all the focus in the world man.

2009-04-28T15:16:00.002+08:00

OMG, got this girl in my class works fron 6pm-2am everyday and on weekends also!! like OMG!!! i really should stop complaining mann. i think i'm having life easy as much already!! she power mann.. honestly, i dont think i would survive if i was her! every day i sleep for 7 hours still not enough horh, dat means she finish work at 2am reach home at 3am, then wad sleep for 4-5 hours only.. gosshh, solid man!

2009-04-28T14:17:00.004+08:00

POST PRESENTATION

i hate sitting so close to the faci can!! he like damn cocked-eyed!! i did give my ideas to the team horh.. i did contribute!! walao eh, I just dun like talking randomly ok! i rarely talk to them during normal time didnt mean i didnt put in my ideas during discussion time!! fagg, he like fuck ah!! if he give me lower than B ah, alamak!! i'll slap the face then, like damn ah!(excuse me if this is confusing, i'm just angry!!) I WANNA CHANGE PLACE!! I DONT WANNA SIT HERE ANYMOREEE!! I WANNA MOVEEE! I HATE THE ___________ FACI!! H-A-T-E!!!!!! Fussy-nehnehpoxz!!

2009-04-27T14:04:00.000+08:00

I think i'm gonna get a C or worse in today's cognitive!!

seriously!!

2009-04-27T10:18:00.002+08:00

Checked LEO again once I stepped into class coz gt ppl say all the grades come out dy.. what the toot mann ALL i got B :( i hate this i hate this i hate this

2009-04-26T22:40:00.002+08:00

Another B!

Just checked my Leo after I got home and realised that I got a B for my science. Woah, straight Bs man! [Still waiting for communication skills grade] Initially I felt sad la, coz I still haven’t got any A’s yet. But I think I’ll take it one step at a time la. The Science lesson on Friday was, rather confusing and I pretty much understood only the basic concept about blood. So yeah. The faci wrote that the possible reason why I could have gotten a B was because my group got confused over the antibody and antigen thing and so next time we need to do more in depth research. So yeah. Gahh!! Tomorrow is the start of 2nd week, I think I’ll work harder for at least 1 A ah this week. Wish me luck okays (:

2009-04-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

Gimmme mmooore!

Goshh, I went to my religious class late today!! Actually right, I woke up quite early already ah; somewhere around 7 plus AM like that [My class starts at 8am]. So I went to bathe then went to study for my religious class’s oral. But instead, I dozed off back to sleep in a matter of seconds [!!] and only wake to up like half an hour later.. lols. Sleepy la, seriously. && My friend called me twice, somewhere around 7.50 like that, coz we usually meet up first and then head off to class together. Hahah. Surprisingly during those two subsequent times that my phone rang, I didn’t even hear a tinge of ringing to help me wake up from my sleep!! Lols, that’s how deep of a sleep I really was in!!

Ok anyways, let’s talk more about school! [Sorry I have nothing else to talk about. this whole week alone, the only thing that’s been in my head is: SCHOOL! SCHOOL! SCHOOL! It’s like I’ve been brain-washed!] On [Monday], I have this module called Cognitive process and problem solving. Goshh, I hate it pretty damn much ah! In my group, I was the most “stone-ed” of all the 5 of us! The questions were definitely similar to Social studies/ History! && you know how “good” I am at that right. So since almost all of us are like lost, Bryan [G] just decided to bullshit on a lot of the answers only ah. Lols XD. So on Monday, I feel kindda like a failure ah coz I couldn’t contribute much to my team’s presentation. I was like ‘eewwm, uuhhh.. Well I don’t know!’ Gosh! [Tuesday], had enterprise skills. It was kind of interesting though coz we learned about this thing called Myers-Briggs Type Indicator [MBTI] and it’s something about learning about people’s personality. I got ISTJ, [introvert. Sensing. Thinking. Judging]. Well, pretty much my introvert and extrovert percentage was like exactly 50-50 ah :D I’m still not sure why most of my classmates didn’t like it; they say it was boring. Oh well (: After that, on [Wednesday] had Math!! Like GOSSHH, I was lost again (!!) at first, like WTF ah. But eventually I caught the concept soon enuff :) yayy. We didn’t have presentation so more time for lunch!! Muahahah, lols. I really hate to go down to the canteen so early, it’s always packed! Then always shimin and I will be like going around wasting our time just to find a place to sit!! Rp, put more seats in café 155 can?!?!! [But I heard food haven more packed huh??] Ok stop it bout food luhs XD. Then Thursday -I like!! We had communication skills and the whole class like turn debate-tive during the presentations, lols. && our faci kept saying that sensible argument is good! lols. Furthermore got a lot of the presentations very funny one ah =). Then Friday had science, I think this week’s science is concentrated on Biology; we learned about BLOOD! Quite confusing ah at first. All those antibodies, successful blood transfusion and all those && finishing up the ppt was also a challenge ah coz none of us took Bio and so we had lesser resources. Goshh,I felt suupeerr nervous on Friday, coz I really wasn’t that confident about the things I’m going to say. But luckily managed to pull through it ah.

Gahh, felt super exhausted by the end of the week that I ended up sleeping for 12 hours on sat [from 12 am on Saturday morning to 12pm Saturday afternoon] ahah. Also, thank god that my dad got transferred from redhill to Senoko last year. If not, I wouldn’t be able to get a lift from him every morning! Hahah, imagine that you’re already half-dead and tired and you have to wait for the bus, stand for ½ hr throughout your journey, then have to walk to Rp from woodlands mrt some more!! Wah, pure torture man! So yes, counting my blessings right now! (: ok la, I admit I can be a little spoiled coz if can I want him to fetch me hoommee also!! Lols, but sadly I’m not allowed to be too pampered till like that la. So yeah, I still have to go back by bus :’( gosh weekend’s over. && tml, having that cognitive thing again.. arrgghh, someone please just go ahead and kill me!! I am still waiting for my first A!! D: Bs is ok, but an A is wow!!

2009-04-25T15:40:00.003+08:00

Hello :D

Heyyy. Sorry that I have been neglecting my dear blog for quite awhile now. I have been rather busy. Well basically, school’s started and I’ve been up to my eyes to get everything done in time before a particular day ends. Yes, tertiary life and secondary school life is totally different, especially when you’re in Rp! School time is much, much longer. There are extensively more things to cramp in my small puny brain and finish in one day and generally; my sleep time is also interrupted most of the time. Oh well, let’s stop complaining and go to the other details la ok :D.

Ok anyway, my class is all right. But it is very different from when it was orientation time lah. They are more tamed down now, unlike during the orientation time ): oh well, anyway, I am still finding time to accept the people around me, try to talk a little more and put in my ideas during discussions and well, this is kind of helping me to get acquainted with the people in my class la. so yayyy!! =) Although I am still quite quiet when I’m around some people in my class, well at least I’m getting somewhere =)

Gahh, well anyway we have to do like a lot of presentation this whole week alone. (Except for math, don’t have presentation) well, can say that I was a tad bit nervous on the first day ah, I was like presenting my slide halfway and I can feel my arms shaking and getting cold already!! Goshh! Ahah, but I started feeling ok by Wednesday =) [thank God!] so yeah, luckily I am able to get some confidence fast!! Argghh, but I think Thursday was my best school day ah, I was able to contribute quite a lot of ideas to the communication thing and my presentation went fine and I was able to answer the question that bryan[BK] keeps shooting at us (: I like Thursdays now!! Can it be Thursday everyday!! =D hahah.

On Thursday and Friday also went to this CE programme thingy and we were suppose to create a magic garden and when I stepped in, saw that xingjuan and Rachel [OP] was also taking up this programme. yayy, thought I was going to die in that boring lab alone!! Lols, then we all got freaked out by this guy named ondre or sth like that; the way he stared at people is like freaking creepy ah. Then weiming and his friend also joined in our group. After that weiming’s friend made a huge mistake by jokingly saying ‘iloveyoumann’ to that guy when tt ondre said hi to him, then he like keep following him and smiling at Jun an everywhere he went ah, lols. He is super creepy can!

Well anyway, I’m really missing secondary school. Not the school la, well, let’s face it who does =P I miss the people!! I am missing everything right now, school mates, work mates sometimes I think I’m missing my family members too. At times after I got home I’ll be like so freaking tired that I will just get home, finish things that I’m suppose to submit to the Facis’(sth like lecturer) then I’ll just drift off to lalaland naturally. Sheesh, I just hope next week will be less tiring (:

I want a Coffee Bean and Pastamania meet up NOW, can or not!!lols :D IMY guys a lot, seriously!!

2009-04-18T01:45:00.010+08:00

3rd day of orientation.

Yes, I know I said that I didn’t wanna go at first but well, I went anyway. Today, we were finally grouped to our semester classes and I woke up late! Was suppose to meet syarah at the bus stop at 7.15 but I woke up at 710 sia! (: so I just asked her to go first and asked dad to just fetch me to sch. So, I reached like damn early la. Class starts at 8.30 and I reached at 750 sia. So just waited for OP friend at the entrance, coz she is the only person in class 17 that is heading to block E!! Then saw a lot of ks ppl sia. 7.45 already got ppl walking from the mrt station to sch. Then my SL that was also waiting for his friend also like say. “They all come so early for wad sia! 830 classes start, 745 ready got ppl coming in!!” hahah, first yr mah?! So must enthu a bit! Lols. Then after shi min arrived, walked to the E blk which is at the BACK of rp [Wah, so sad! Feel so demoralised man! LOLS, JK ONLY LA!] and then went into my classroom ALONE. okla, at first I feel a bit sad la coz no one from my orientation class is gg to the same class as me! But then I realised that it's actually a good thing coz this gave me the drive to actually go and make some new friends and not be stuck with only a few group of friends :) I don’t know why but I was kind of feeling excited! =.= haha, the kind of excitement that only a kindergarten kid would feel on the first day! I even talked to a random girl when I was halfway walking to class!! [I know, so not like me right?!] Thn, after gg into class, talked with the ppl that was already thr while the rest was slowly strolling into the class. SLs thought tt a lot of ppl sure won't come ah, so they combined class b and d together. Thn this 3 STA guys, super kecoh can! But fun la. Our class super packed ah aft that, we were suppose to only have 25ppl in class but we had 32 ppl! Played the dollars and cents game also and my class became like pasar malam sak. I was like”we need one dollar” [one dollar is the girls], “eh one more guy, guys one more! We need 50 cents more!” Haha, sumpah it was so freakin kecoh! Lols. . I really don't know what ghost came into me, like suddenly it was really so much easy for me to make friends with those ppl :) Then after class, came the boring part ah, we all had to go back to home bases [back to class 17] and do the boring cheers and all those again. All the SAS from my class all went back together. Halfway through, I was feeling super tired ah. My foot is still swelling and I really can’t stand that long!

So then after lunch, went off coz I got my “CCAs alumni’s dinner” (you all should know why got bracket lah huh!) I feel so freaking tired ah! Really, my apologies to all the people of class 17, I really wanted to stay alrites, but my body can’t stand it lah! ~~So, no “party party” for me lah.~~ ahah. But was glad to hear that SAS actually won the entire Principal Cup’s challenge. Wooohooo. Gd job SAS! I only know until the part where we won the games, didn’t know that we could actually win the whole challenge!I heard word that there was freaking moshing at the JamnHop, gila or what sak..

Well, 2nd day was also quite ok. I played the human-fooseball even though I was in my slippers, lols and they played tug-of-war and SAS got 2nd place, one short behind of SHL. They also ‘jemur’-ed us in the hot sun until it made like more than half of the SAS people bcame so fatigue and sound like almost dying when the cheering thing came around. Then got to know that they mixing everyone from all school together in first sem, woah, cool sia. But, then, felt quite sad also lah. Coz no one gg same class as me. All like got “spreaded” out. Went home, didn’t bother to play pet society. Chat with a few people on msn then off to evil lalaland that made me wake up late today, lols.

I also made an UGLY scratch on my precious [laptop]! Oh gosh!! I only realised it when I was using the lappy at lucky plaza’s McD wt my sis, waiting for my mom to finish shopping! The scratch was thanks to my compass!! Really need to go get myself a laptop sleeve mann!! Urrgghh!! So then just now, I just use my orientation shirt to cover it just for the time being luhs.

2009-04-15T20:00:00.003+08:00

Sorry if gt spelling mistakes or whateva ok coz i was writing this while I was on my bus trip home just now. .

Ok, so today, despite my laziness and complains, I still went for my orientation at Rp. Apparently, except for the stupid games, it actually went quite well. . I was able to make a few friends. Yes, I forcefully tried to push some of my insecurities aside and braved myself to actually go and make some friends but only like 3 or 4 of them is from biotech, but its ok :) however, the only sucky thing was that, I made the wrong choice by wearing my new pair of shoes, and damn was I honestly regretting it! I felt blisters all around my feet halfway through the stupid principles’ cup! And it affected my mood throughout the whole day as well. I got so tired of actually walking around the campus like a penguin that I became my bitchy-reserved-self back and my tiredness made me lose interest to take part in the games altogether. Haiizz, so yes, I don't care! I’m going to wear slippers tomorrow! There's NO way that this precious feet of mine are going to suffer in those shoes again! heheh..

I also saw some familiar faces too just now! Wen Jie was with his group when he said ‘hi’ to me. hahah, apparently I was talking to my friend and was in a daze at the same time!! lols. So he was like ‘hello’ and I was like ‘urh, harhh?!.. owh hello’ hahah. I’m telling you, I don’t think straight when I’m tired. lols. I also saw Fazlyn in the canteen during lunch time and ain sitting around at our home bases. But sadly, those two places were so packed the time I saw them, so I didn’t have the chance to say hi.. lols..

[/edit](At home ready)
anywho, I feel so tired right now! So I’m just gonna get some routine things done online and probably doze off after that! =) I am still going to orientation again tml =.= thks to the *toot*toot*toot* who wanted to be such *toot*toot*toot* and give us our ez-links tml instead of today!! So see you next time aight :) :)

2009-04-11T03:04:00.002+08:00

Heyy yo,
Ok since I haven’t been updating for quite a while, which I will admit that it has all been due to plain laziness; I will update some things that has been happening up-to-date and going to happen too now, alright?

Ok first of all, on top of the top list =) thanks to my brother, as of today I’m no more going to have to use that “law-yah”(no good) phone that I have been using for the past 2 months eversince my 5300 died on me [aww so sad!]. yes, my brother bought this dark purple, close to black, N95 and the initial plan was that, he would use that one and “donate” (yes I’m a charity case!) to me his old gold N95. But instead he decided not to use the purple one and just give me the new one. Danng, he struck lottery or what? He bought the new one for like $400 plus you know! I know I won’t be giving that away easily if I was him!! Gosh! woah, I did feel a teed-bit awful about actually taking it, but he says “it’s ok, I’m fine with the old one”! So yes, you see, that’s why I HAVE to mention this at the top of my post, he should really be credited for this man!! So cool to have such an irritating yet generous brother at the same time! =) lols. So kind!! hee. Anyways, I think my whole family is kind lah, they are never ‘cheap-skates’ when it comes to each other, well at least to me, they’re not lols : ]

Last Monday also went back to school with Jasmine to collect our testimonial, certs and all those. Was thinking of visiting Ms. Marlina (librarian) but then we weren’t allowed to as they security guard told us to straightly come out after collecting our certs and that time, the nice uncle was the one taking care, so better not over-ride the rules la. If not later he will be the one getting scolded. So yeah, we read our testimonial and took a great laugh out of it. We were completely opposite of what was being written! The testis made us sound as if like, well I don’t know, we were PERFECT?? Which I don’t think I am, well no one is right? Well, I guess that’s what testi are for huh?! To actually make yourself sound better than what you really are. . Well anyway, really looking forward to pastamania meet up yes =) well, sorry you have wait long long kae, Jas? I no money now la, lols.

Next week, orientation is also going to start. Thank god I’ve already found someone who is actually going to same course as me. Well, I don’t really know her, but a friend of mine goes to the same school as her. So we talked! hee. . I have a whole mix of emotions in me right now. A little bit of everything everywhere! Scared scared scared. Gahh, [stop worrying lah, Juani!] sleepy ready la. Nyties :)

2009-03-31T01:33:00.002+08:00

I was out during earthh hour +=)) so light wasnt on,still considered as contributing rightt?? =] lols

Heyy, hello. I’m going to get my dose of “beauty sleep” in a while, but the problem is my body’s tired but my brain is not. I dont really know why i’m actually feeling quite hyped up today! Anyway, ooh, i think i really need to get those small little desk lamp coz you know i’m using the lappy in the dark now! Hahah, dad’s gonna kill me if he knows, lols.. well, i dont really like to on the lights at night la. esp the ones in my room, hee, i love the darkness!! Haha which is actually really not good for my eyes man!! =P btw, lappy’s order came last sat, so went to configure and do whatever they need to at rp, blah-de-blah, then went home transferred some of my software [photoshop, audio recorder etc] from the old lappy to this one and went to get some extra virus scan [avast!] from daniel too. that annoying critter tortured me to travell all the way to his house which is like at tanglin halt, do you know how faar awaay tangling from Bt gombk or not!!! Hahah, i kindda got lost when infact the block is just directly infront of me! Lols.. saw the stirling mdis unicampus also. not bad, quite nice also seh.. yup, actually i dont really like the synmantec software, the one thats already in the lappy, not tt good yeah (*whineswhineswhines).. :\ hahah, managed to get some games in my grasp.. hehehehhh, been playing games all day luhs, hahah, eyes also going crossed soon.. lols. Ok, sleepy ready bb..

2009-03-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

SEOUL GARDDEEN :)

Heyyy (: so yes, on Tuesday, I finally get to do some catching up with the gila-gerl Jasmine Kaur :D hee.. yes, much to the dismay of the Seoul garden staff, both of us went to invade them at the causeway point branch to do some catching up for both of us and some filling up for our tummies too :D we really eat a lot, really, A LOT!! We were eating from 1pm plus to like 4pm plus!! lols.. We went for rounds and rounds of piling food on our plates and making a mess out of our "originally-clean" tables. Oh wait, my side was still clean, unlike that someone's one and then wanted to destroy myy side!! haha, lols.. So yes, it was quite fun la. I really miss her lots, to be honest. Glad that even though both of us don’t get to really talk a lot with each other that much anymore, we get to catch up about some things and how she is suffering with her new calorie counting friends, hahah.. Its ok girl, I’m here for you, we'll meet up every holiday and we can binge together ok!! =)hahah, and not just binging but also to go around destroying some things when we meet up ok, that’s a must! So yeah, haha, what happened was that after we went to get some more soup, coz ours was totally drying up, fast, I think they went to off the heat or something like that, so Jas wanted to on the heat back herself when suddenly the cover drops off by itself!! lols, hahah.. Obviously, we both are not that good of a mechanic. ok, well at least Jas was able to make the cover stay for a while, well, at least long enough until the waiter, [is that what you call them at Seoul garden?] came over and set back the temperature up.. hahah, even he was shocked when the cover suddenly fell off when he tried to increase the temp. lols.. hahah, I think Pastamania is going to close all the branches once the next holiday comes around thanks to us, lols.. & yes, ok I’ll TRY to treat next time ok and what should we wear next huh? oh yeah, btw, we kindda forced each other to wear a skirt coz clearly we've never see each other wear a skirt other than school skirt before when we go out we each other! lols, so yeah we both of us end up wearing denim skirts, coz it was like we both don’t want to paiseh and we would only wear the skirt if the other does lols, hahah.. Yeah, the totally random things that we do when we meet!! lols.. So anw Jas is going through exams now, hope she’ll do good, GOO JAS!! Hahah, well I gotta get going too anw, Byye

2009-03-19T16:15:00.002+08:00

[Warning: initially, I didnt feel like blogging. my mood to blog is not there. so if my language sucks today and you have a headache after reading this post, dont blame me alright, you've been warned =) =0) ]

Hey :)

Ok so, when I went to enrollment last Wednesday, thankfully enough there weren’t that much people there. & I was done with everything in less than ½ an hr. Then after that, waited for my dad at the foodplace in rp coz I needed his signature for the giro form and my mom's signature was invalid even though she was there with me because apparently both my mom and dad agreed to cut giro through my dads account. So dad's account = dad's signature ≠ mom's signature. Dad grumbled coz he hasnt even gotten out of the office yet since I told him that maybe I’ll took a while to finish my enrollment stations first, like about 3-4hrs, but instead I took less than that. So then after getting his signature, we went into laptop road show, surveyed around a little bit and finally settled on a Lenovo R400. Dad insisted on paying the full amount now coz he said that it's not good to “hutang-hutang” [Loan/hire purchase]. & he also wanted to get something very durable coz, looking at the condition of the laptop at home for the time being, errm, maybe it wasn't that bad of an idea after all! Lols. So yeah, I'm waiting for my order now, they didn’t have stock so, a little bit of waiting wont kill ya right? I need to go back and collect my laptop and do config for softwares in abt another 15 days?? wah damn troublesome mann.. So yes, anw, phase one is done and now orientation!! uurrgghh, I have hated orientation even when I was back in primary school!! I find it all pointless anyway!! haiizz…

Earlier this month also, my sister treated our family to pastamania. Yes, I know, my sis, TREATING?? hahah, ok long story, I'll tell you next time alright =) so yeah, anyway, the food was nice but I made a big mistake by ordering the baked rice. I mean, it wasn't all that bad coz it was still nice but, I guess apparently there is a reason why they call it PASTAmania. Should've really sticked to the pasta like what my sis& bro did. Their pasta was much, much nicer than their baked rice. Oh well :/ Then Mom just ate the pizza and we “ta pau”-ed some of their chicken wings for dad because he went for kite-flying instead coz he said he didn't really like to eat at this kind of restaurant, coz he will kindda feels uncomfortable and all, ok, weirrdd!! lols.. So yeah, the must try again are the pastas, pizzas and the Nachos! Yes, the nachos also, damn nice!! Jas, we are definitely still ON, on the Pastamania meet-up ok!! Hehhehh..

Ok, wow, didn’t thought I would actually be able to write this long, hehh. I was definitely idea-less at the start of writing this post, lols.. Sorry if my English like Sh*t today. I definitely wasn’t in any mood to write, so yeahs… oh well, see you soon.. k byyyee =)

2009-03-11T09:10:00.001+08:00

ZZZZZZ

i'm gg for enrollment later && I really dont feel that good at the moment! I think i'm hitting up wt a fever again! well, after hearing comments from friends about the super-super long queue and sucky system for the first day of enrollment at RP yesterday, i think i got even more sicker! =.= i just pray that since yesterday's queue was already soo long,hopefully it will clear up by today! Getting some people to give me "live" reports about today's condition before gg there! if its still loong, i think i'll pass and just go tml la. really dont think that i can stand for 5-6 hours there, tops i'll stay for an hour or two, more than tt, i think i'll chiong away and forward my enrollment ready la.

2009-02-23T16:02:00.013+08:00

UUPPDAAATEEESSS!!!

Okay, okay. Since I have nothing else better to do, other than planting my face straight into facebook’s pet society and Geo challenge =), I’ll think I’ll fill up the empty spaces of the passed days for my blog today, ok? =)
What I’ve been up to? Let’s see,

13/02/2009 - Friday ( 2 weeks ago)

Day out to Sentosa to celebrate Faizah’s birthday together with Jasmine, Reena, Elora and of course Faizah. So, being the typical late-coming queen that I am, I ended up meeting both Reena and Jasmine late :). After we reached at the pahlawan beach and got changed, I started scaring the shit out of myself, because after we got back from changing, I realized that i've misplaced my wallet! I searched frantically for it EVERYWHERE! In my bag (first thing), then the pockets of my Jeans and I also ran, okay maybe not ran, I walked quickly, trying to keep my composure (yeah right), retracing my steps back to the toilet, but it wasn’t there as well!! But then, of course I didn’t lose it, practically, it was in the so-called “secret” compartment of that damned sling bag of mine. lols. I’ve forgotten that I have “hidden” it there before changing. Gosh, lil ms scatter-brain am I not?! So anyway, after that, the day just passed by, with lots of sun tan lotion, that I could almost start my own tanning booth there, irritated by unknown people whom sat at our place, disturbing this bangla couple [one was literally forcing the other to do a kiss on the mouth, eeww! Forcing?] and then finally ending the day up with lots of sand grains in my hair coz that gundu Jasmine Kaur made a “sand-sculpture” on my head. Dongster! (It took me like half-an-hour or so in the shower at sentosa just to get only about part of it off!!) Also Jasmine got sunburn on her back taking on the shape of her racer back singlet. Nice! Lols. So then left at around 7pm with Jas while the rest continued on in the sea, Jasmine took the bus home and I waited like 2 hours or so at vivo for …. (haiz)

14/02/2009 - Saturday

Went to Lucky plaza for a while for ayam penyet with Chris, Daniel, Farah, and Zhiyin after they got off work for their “pre-V day” celebrations without Siti, coz “hers” booked her for a trip to the zoo for vday, lols. The zoo? hahah, so then talked a lot, catching up, did some bullsh*t-ing too, then went to walk around aimlessly and we started splitting at around 5pm, except for me and Daniel. Daniel and I were the only ones date-less that day, so he dragged me along all the way to Bugis just to get himself some new cuffs and so, what the hell, since I was already there, I also went scouting around to get myself a new watch and this neat black and white beach choker, I really don’t know what to wear it with, but hey, who knows? It might just go well with something one day. =) and Daniel accidentally ran himself into the bus stop’s billboard when we were saying gdbye! You and your antics la guy! Lols.

20/02/2009 – Friday

Went to Chinatown with mom and sis to find some perfume for my uncle’s birthday and do some worthless shopping for once again.

21/02/2009 – Saturday

Headed over to Bugis, again, mom bought for me another watch [I know, I know. Buying 2 watches in a week is stupid. But, my mom was treating ok!!]. Was thinking of buying a bag. But I was still indecisive of the size to buy, coz the bag must definitely have to be able to fit my lappy in it, coz I don’t want to carry the heavy laptop in my arms to and fro of RP everyday wearily. So yeah, I guess I would just wait till later and then I will buy a new bag. Then, for dinner, went to grab some popiah, after so long, at Qi Ji. Then waited for my dad to fetch us and then headed on home at the end of the day.

22/02/2009 – Sunday

Traveled to Malaysia early in the morning as dad wanted to check out this kite-flying event all the way at Bukit Layang-layang in Pasir Gudang. And OMG, the heat there is like ridiculous man! More worst than the heat here at 12 plus in the afternoon! So, because of the heat, I felt so fatigue throughout the whole day that I didn’t even have the mood to go anywhere else but to sleep on in the car and pray for them not to go anyplace else but home!! But of course it would be a waste of time if we did that coz it was still too early to go home at that time. So dad stopped over at one of the shopping complexes there and we went to grab some food and I decided to make my mom go poe-kai (no money) again. Lols, I “persuaded” her into getting me this green b.u.m equipment converse-like shoes. Yes, I still miss my old green converse ones ok!! But there was just no way she was gonna buy for me the converse ones =(. But yes, so she got me that instead. Thx mom =) so yeah, great scrimping plan! When you have no money already, go out more frequently with your parents and then coax them sweetly, with a smile, to get you half of the things you can’t get yourself for the time-being. But just don’t do it too frequently, it will just never work that way!

Now - today

So, those are the updates for now. Poly’s starting in a few more weeks btw and I am looking for people to go to enrolment exercise at RP with me between 10 to 13 March 09. I really don’t know if my sis can make it on that day. So yes, I don’t want to end up going alone. Jasmine also have started school today, hmm, I wonder how she’s doing huh? But aiya, knowing her, she’d probably made friends with the entire class by now already! Lols. I just can’t believe we all are apparently not in the same class anymore; separation is very cruel! Uurrgghh, hate you. Ok, that’s all la. Better stop here before I start whining again.. Bye =)

2009-02-11T10:00:00.014+08:00

.Another one down.

[Edit/] I Just hope that you'll be okay.

“Aiyoh, you ah. I very disappointed in you, you know! You go and bite Rihanna for what?!!! I make you into

Double Choc Frappé then you know. =) -haiz”

2009-02-07T10:05:00.001+08:00

Need a new job!!

I hate having to pay adult fare mann! This means, I can no more go and find a job that is further than my residential area :( uurrgghh! Apparently there is not much of a job they offer here and there is definitely no way, I’m going to rot myself at home for the next 2 months. It has only been like what, a week or two after I’ve lost my job and trust me, the boredom is already getting to me! I need a new job ASAP. I really can’t go and find a job that is like somewhere in the central area like my previous one. Coz when you really do the calculations, daily transportation fee, cab fee -if I’m late (usually twice in a week! - curses) plus Lunch (sometimes including bus fare coz we lazy to walk =)), occasional dinner as well and all those devilish little treats I bought in between the breaks, it will cost me like more than 1/2 of my monthly salary. See?! At least a quarter of my salary is wasted on transportation, I need a nearer job! Pronto! haiiz. Oh! Oh! Oh!! I have a new “wish list” I need to conquer this time too! so jobjob! Where are you?! I need one right now!

Anyways, when I went for job hunting part ii this week, I saw a lot of new JC and some sec 1 students doing orientation at locations outside their school! So cool! I wanna go back to school!! I really am starting to miss school. All that plus the ever so unforgettable Ms Yeo shouting “NOOORJUANI” & “JASMMINNEKAUR” occasionally at both of us, even when at times, we weren’t the ones making the noise, lols. I guess she must have said, “See; tell both of you to pay attention still dun want right. Now see la, your results” (A horrible c6!) lols. Yeah, anyway, stop it about swiss ready lah ok. A fresh year, in poly will start after April comes around. Apart of me is blissful and apart of me is petrified of that fact. A lot of questions been running through my mind, but hopefully it won’t get through that much to me yes?! =)

Malas aku nak layan orang yang tersungguh childish macam kau tu! So whatever ah kays!

2009-02-02T16:55:00.004+08:00

LEAVE ME ALONE, YOU $*@^!*( !

I HATE MY UNCLE! YOU KNOW WHAT, DEAR UNCLE, I KNOW I CAN GO TO OTHER COURSES AT OTHER POLY, BUT I DON’T WANT ANY OTHER COURSES OTHER THAN BIOMED/BIOTECH! I DON’T CARE IF I GO RP. I’M DOING SOMETHING THAT I WANNA DO!! I DON’T WANT TO BE LIKE YOUR DAUGHTER! SO WHAT IF SHE GOES TO NP?! SHE’S DOING ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING NOT BUSINESS STUDIES LIKE WHAT SHE WANTED TO! I DON’T WANT TO END UP DOING SOMETHING THAT I DON’T LIKE OKAY! IT’S NOT ENGINEERING, NOT NURSING, NOT DESIGN! BUT SOMETHING RELATED TO BIO, OK! SO STOP ASKING ME TO GO AND APPEAL FOR THEM! STOP SAYING “YOU CAN STILL GO TO “BETTER” COURSES LIKE ENGINEERING & NURSING AT OTHER POLY” OK! I DON’T WANT THEM COURSES! I KNOW RP’S BIOTECH IS NOT LIKE SP’S, SO WHAT! MODULES ARE THE SAME! I REALLY WANT TO LEARN BIOLOGY. ALTHOUGH I KNOW THAT I WAS NEVER KEEN WHEN IT COMES TO CHEMISTRY, FOR BIO’S SAKE, I’LL AT LEAST TRY OK! JUST STOP IT LAH SEH! I DON’T WANNA GO ENGINEERING NEITHER I WANNA GO TO NURSING! NOW THAT’S THAT! UURRGGHH!

I still hate you btw! Anyways, AAARRGGGHHH!! I got to know that Akina is going to RP alsooo!!! Yeaaayyyy!! Hahah, lols. . . and Si Qi got BioMed there (gwrrr) xP. Oh Well. I guess it’s just not my destiny la huh. . (XDBioMedXD *tears)

2009-01-30T17:00:00.001+08:00

"Errrgghh!!NO!NO!NOWAY!I’M
DOOMED!!WHHYYYYY!!NOO!I'MDEADD!DEADDDD!WHHYYY!NOOOOO!"(Out of breath!) For your infomation, that was me at 7.43 on the dot this morning! It was unfair coz this morning I was just replying back to the sms-es that I received yesterday (coz yesterday, for the first time this week I slept before it was 11pm), so I was just happily opening and replying the messages away when suddenly I came across one of the messages and I saw that; [Left] Shittz, they say they will be sms-ing the results ONLY at 8 a.m.!! WTF, it wasn’t even 8 yet!!I wasn’t “mentally” prepared!! The first words I saw was REPUBLIC POLY (coz they capitalised it), by then I was already like, walao, that’s the end ready lah seh. Then I saw BioTech,WTF!! Great, I didn’t get BioMed even at RP. #$%&*^ -lah. Uurrgghh! FINE! I was irritated, plus aggravated as well. I wasn’t really counting much on the other choices except for RP’s, BioMed & BioTech, but more on the BioMed actually. Eeerrgghh, I hate you (inserteducationboardnamehere)! After seeing that msg, I literally wasn’t able to go back to sleep. It was just so sudden, and you know what, I checked and they already sent the message like at 6:00:08am. [-_- +] toot people! Haizz, whatever!! Dama told me tt ain is going to RP as well, hahah, looks likes i'll be in the same school as her for the 3rd consecutive time. lols. I wonder whu else.

Anyway, I’m sorry that I haven’t really been updating much lately. Honestly, there’s not much to update anyways. Except for things like; I’VE LOST MY JOB; I LOST MY CONVERSE SHOES AT MY WORKPLACE (curse you asshole!) & that I HAVE BEEN ROTTING AT HOME STRAIGHTLY AFTER CNY! That’s all really. And yes, I know it’s my own carelessness to be blamed, but cant people just leave other people’s things ALONE!! Uurrggh. Well, what happened was that that morning, it was raining, so I wore my green converse to get to work first and then change to those heels there instead. So then, I chucked my shoes in the side cupboard of my table and I forgot to bring them home that day and you know what, in under 24hours, they are already gone!! Damn it sia. So the only thing I did was to “complain” to Mr Henry, but he said that he can’t do anything coz employees possessions are their own responsibility. He did went to review back the security tape. BUT nothing came up, after 7pm that time; only that toot front desk girl came in to lock Mr. Henry’s office and the main office itself.I couldn’t blame her coz there were no signs that she took it on the tape. Henry asked me if want to lodge a police report anyway coz this was considered theft, but F* it lah. Whatever!! By then, I can’t be bothered with this anymore, I was f*&^ing pissed ready. They are only shoes anyways, (gritting teeth), yeah! DAMN EXPENSIVE ONES! Urrggh. Well, I didn’t just lose my shoes this month. A week after that, I also lost my job. Further job cuts were made and this time, newbies were involved. 12 people were dismissed. All the 5 new employees from diff. dept got cut, means this includes me, and all the other 7 of them were dismissed with“confidential” reasons. I was sad at first, obviously, but its ok, I was actually thinking of quitting by end of this month anyways. Oh yeah, bout that. Actually, I really am very CONFUSED! I think I am paying tertiary fares only, not adult. Coz the other day, when I took the bus there was 2 beep sound, but they are not the consecutive ones like the one with the secondary ezlink, more like my sis one back when she was in poly. (I know I am weird and I am proud to say that I do pay attention to this kind of things ok!). So yeah, my mistake. Not adult but tertiary fares. :D

Last Saturday was my last day at work and yes I did go to Mr. Henry and apologise about all those time I took last minute half-days and unnecessary holidays. lols. Apart from that too, I had to clean up my desk before I leave. Lols, I found a few of my drawings, (yeah I do get bored there. But sometimes I just draw for fun, even though there are still massive piles of work to do!! :D) I found some nice ones and some just very, very stupid ones that I drew with Daniel. Lols, I mean,workplace is exactly the same like school, the only person you can talk rubbish to and joke around with, without getting stared at by the “higher authority”, is the person right next to you, in this case, in the same cubicle as you. Hahah,I really am gonna miss them all A LOT! Btw I did take some crazy& stupid pics with them on my last day and they are in my cam, will upload them soon enuff kaes =) btw, these are the drawings that I took with my phone for the time being. (I decided to only keep these 3 & threw the rest away =)); the 1st one, I drew coz it was my first day at work. 2nd was courtesy of Daniel, lols. 3rd was actually my revamped of the front desk girl i'm tempted to sprawl the words b**tch all over her, but she's human too, so i'll play nice =)

[N.B. I think i'm gonna suffer at Rp thanks to ....]

2009-01-15T02:00:00.002+08:00

Heyheyy, I am very nervous now!! I just submitted my JAE application and I am worried because only 2 of the course, the cop I met! I just hope I get at least one of them!! I only put 11 choices; I didn’t know what to put for the last one! Damn, damn, damn. Please, please, please god. Get me that course. Daniel says its ok if I don’t get any of the choice coz later can just go appeal for the ITE [biotechnology] one, incase if all else fail. Ya, ya. Very the smart alec ah you! I miss Siti, she’s left! She’s going to take the higher NITEC, which is starting in Feb, so she left earlier. =’(

rwmeoow.
When is the JAE posting results anyway?

2009-01-13T12:15:00.007+08:00

Bye bye SP Biomed.

I was crestfallen yesterday. By the time that piece of white and brown paper got to my hands, SP’s BioMed was already a 99.999999% margin away from where I am. I would really need a lot of luck if I still wanna be allocated to that course under the JAE. Really, A LOT!! A friend told me that I shouldn’t be upset simply because miracles could actually happen. He told me that with me, passing all my 3 required subjects [el/math/science] for most courses and not over-riding the max aggregate for poly admission, I still have many doors opened for me. But I told him even if that was so, I wouldn’t be happy because those wouldn't be the be the courses or poly(s) that I’ve be meaning to go all my life! Yet he still told me not to be so pessimistic and believe than I can do it and that I still stand at an equally same chance as those who met with the COP. Do I really? All I could felt left was regrets! “I should have started earlier. I should have studied harder”. But it’s true I guess. I shouldn’t ponder on about my past and move towards my future. What's done is done. I vow to myself that even if BioMed at Rp is god’s path for me, I would do my best to make ends meet. I’ll make it up for the choice that I didn’t get. I know this might just end up as one of those bogus pep talks about me and my dreams but trust me, I’ll try my best. Mom also told me to have faith, because I could be lucky. Well I hope so. Ok, for those nosey parkers, [just joking! Coz this post is starting to sound a little too emo-ish]. I got 1 A2, 2 C5s, 2 C6s & 1 D7. D7 is the freaking art! freaking wasted my time doing it that day and didnt study for Phy and I got that kind of mark for it! eerrgghh. -Super despicable!!-

Anyways, for those who didn’t do quite well, just like me, it’s ok. We are still young; we can always take chances in our choices. For those who succeeded, congrats. Damn, I should have been more like you all from the start of the year!! Wasted, hahah.. lols. Oh yah, I could be applying for the JAE only on wed coz I still need to think some things through before making my decisions. I won’t mull anymore luh, trust me, I wont. In fact, I am feeling much, much better than I did yesterday [Thx, for the people whom asked].

Well, in any case, I’m going back to work tomorrow, I took off today coz I still felt a little weeny bit bummed out about yesterday. But yeah I’m ok now. Bringing my little miss sunshine out instead of my Mr. grumpy. Anyways, I’m quiting my job preferably by end of Jan coz I just realized that starting from 1 Jan 09 I was already paying adult fares!! So it just don’t adds up between my fares and my pay. By the way, I’m glad that I have supportive friends and even better family members. Right now, I’m just glad that I have a much supportive family. They won’t mind me going to RP, they say that as long as I know what I want to achieve in life, with god’s will they will be there to support me. Thank you god =)

everthing, everything will be alright.